run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

happie halloween to all out dere. its halloween over in the states. can inmagine my cousins in canada goin trick or treat-ing. inmagine all the fun dey are having. inmagine all the amount of candie dat dey hav. my gosh!!!~ *jealous. =xxx had halloween candie last yr when i went over. it was damnnnn gdddd~ all the chewie stuff. okaes. todae was the last dae of skool. but oh well. it din feel lyk it though. still hav skool lyk nxt wk and nxt nxt wk. =xxx got back THE report bk todae. okaes. it sux. nth more to sae. suckie results on a suckie piece of paper. am pretty disappointed in myself larh. jus abit and i'll pass all lorh. stupid j-kor still can larf sae at least i got my whish of not being the last =xxx dat arse. -sighs- feeling suckie. guess im makin lotsa others feel suckie. =xxx sawree all. sawree.

311oo3
9.1opm
//yann'

//wivout you im nothing. i love you *hearts

_[g]ab.dear -*+'2mths 28daes+' - _[y]ann'

let your heart out.

todae's e dae i darnoe wad to sae. ah huh. 2nd last dae of skool though. tml'll b the last. doesnt feel lyk it though. ah huh. oh well. take cares all. *hugs* =)

3o1oo3
7.24pm
//yann'

//wivout you im nothing. i love you *hearts

_[g]ab.dear -*+'2mths 27daes+' - _[y]ann'

let your heart out.

sighs. im sick. okaes. all thankx to my bball game in the rain. =xxx ive absolutely nth to sae. am feeling lyk my mood saes upside down. but usually upside down is smth gd. dis tym i feel it aint no gd. *sighs. okaes. im realli afraid of the feeling dat so mani ppl are feeling now. its lyk its wad everyone is feeling but i dunwan to at all!!! i dunwan to. =xxx *sighs. everything scares mi. and im afraid. jus afraid. =xxx sawree. jiayous all fer chi o's which is jus nxt wk. all the best.

291oo3
1o.op2m
//yann'

//wivout you im nothing. i love you *hearts

_[g]ab.dear -*+'2mths 26daes+' - _[y]ann'

let your heart out.

*yawnns. ahhh. tml is suppose to b promotion dae. no skool. but us damn freakin hcl students. hafta go back to skool fer chi lesson frm 8 - 12.30pm. freak! *arghs. cannot stand it. the non -hcl ppl gek us until lyk siao. im sooooo tired and yet dey happily 4 and a half hrs of chi. =xxx irritating!!!~ alan kor veh bad man veh veh bad. *humphh* bian le. =xxx got 6 more daes to chalet. means 8 more daes to chi o's -screams- everyone is plaeing, partYyYing and goin craazie. but we hafta hav lessons and die of boredom and stress. =xxx *sighs. hate the hcl kinda life. =xxx -screams- some other skools finish skool le. =xxx tml go skool take report bk onli. us lehhs? still hav until fridae. =xxx *sighs.

281oo3
6.47pm
//yann'

//wivout you im nothing. i love you *hearts

_[g]ab.dear -*+'2mths 25daes+' - _[y]ann'

let your heart out.

skool was *yawns todae. =xxx the stupid chi lesson wiv yang meh meh's tong xue men ming bai le mahs. damn irritating. oh yeah. met vinok at the skool bus stop. poor fella has his hand bandaged. he hurt it while plaeing bball. oh well. take cares man. i darnoe wad to sae larh. jus bored. cant wait till MARS chalet which is 7 daes awae. excited. oh well. take cares all. hav choir tml. -screams- dunwan go choir. =xxx

271oo3
5.37pm
//yann'

//wivout you im nothing. i love you *hearts

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 24daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

::gene:: >>-("v")-> [ 14o DaEs ] <-("v")-<< ::fang::

let your heart out.

i tawt i had alot to sae. actualli i did. until i came online. sat in front of the com and jus totaly forgot wad i wanted to sae. =xxx am sooooooo tired. services was soooo nice. donation by faith. dats wad we're doin now. accumilation of donations fer a month in a small glass bottle. kewl huh? *hees. okaes. i cut my hair todae. ehhs. feels betta. less hair. hahas. okaes. diao~ =xxx lols. okaes i am soooooooooo tired. =xxx walked one round of ikea den came home. *yawns* i darnoe wad to sae le larh. *arghs. okaes fine. *arghs. gonna stop crappin. =xxx crappyYy~

261oo3
6.4opm
//yann'

//i found out smth. wivout you i am nth *hearts

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 23daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

::gene:: >>-("v")-> [ 139 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< ::fang::

let your heart out.

went back to skool fer chi class todae *yawns. was jus a total bore. =xxx thankx xuanz fer meetin mi aft class. reallie bad to make her wait lyk 2 188 b4 i finally arrived at her hse. we went to harbour front to buy e bottle den went to her hse to pass her sis breakfast. she lyk came out fer at most one hour den went home le. *paisehs worr gurll* saw cor. at harbour front. lols. *hees. -hugs- lols. soooo nice. =)witnessed a big lorry crashed into a malay boi on a bike at the ikea dere the junction. =xxx total OMGs okaes. =xxx kinda caused mi to b in a daze =xxx okaes. ehhs. my parents came home todae. *YAYS* hees. so happie. got nice bigg pullovers. lols. soooo nice. jus nice fer chalet. lols. =) cant wait till chalet oso. *hees. =D am sooo tired. *yawns* sighs. missing him lots alreadi
dear//thankx fer pei-ing mi although u were so tired. thankx so much. love you lots. *hugs* -muackz-
ddear//whr are you my dear. miss you lots. do take cares yea? we'll partyYyYy~ during the chalet!!!~ drink and b happie. *hees =)
j-kor//a reply to your msg: i guess if it happens to your stead i guess you will freak too. rite? behave the wae heis behavin now. ah huh? u get mi. oh well. if u think so. den im sawree lorh. dun blame him fer anithing. jus blame mi

251oo3
9.4opm
//yann'

//i found out smth. wivout you i am nth *hearts

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 22daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

::gene:: >>-("v")-> [ 138 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< ::fang::

let your heart out.

okaes. i totally screwed up my old html. so dis is the new UGLY one. *arghs -screams- nid desperate help to redo my blog's html man. dis is damn ugly. took mu less den two hrs den complete le lorh. *arghs... /yan screams at herself fer being so dumb =xxxx oh well. todae's a holidae. yays. lols. my parents will b back tml. *double yays* hahas. =)

241oo3
11.45am
//yann'

//one boi one gurll. two hearts beating wildly. to put it mildly it was love at first sight.

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 21daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

::gene:: >>-("v")-> [ 137 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< ::fang::

let your heart out.

ehhs. okaes. got back all my results todae. ehhs. =xxx *disappointed* ashamed. yepps. i guess dats it. -shrugs- got the stupid chi schedule todae. had chi lesson too. =xxx damn irritating. so long summore. ard 2-4 hrs one lesson. so irritating. okaes. xuanz kinda had dis bigg scare todae. all thankx to dat xb. almost wanted to go whack him le. *arghs. oh well. ehhs. lately hav been stoning in skool. plae daidee and shoot darts on the klass notice board. ah huh. ehhs. =xxx okaes. -shrugs- cant wait till MARS chalet. got bout 1o more daes i think. ah huhs. -shrugs- everyone do take care yea *hugs*

231oo3
9.o1pm
//yann'

//one boi one gurll. two hearts beating wildly. to mildly it was love at first sight.

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 2odaes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

::gene:: >>-("v")-> [ 136 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< ::fang::

let your heart out.

okaes. got back my results todae. i failed 3 outta 5 of the subs dat i got back. a, e maths and chi. -shrugs- *sighs. i darnoe larhs. i noe i din study hard enuf but aiyas. i darnoe larh. =x wad can i sae afterall wad can b done has alreadi been done. nth can change wad i get le. *sighs. i darnoe larhhs. its jus *sighs. okaes. forget it. i wont sae animore. =x tml will get back the rest of my results. dun reallie wanna c though. but do i hav a choice? NO. =x okaes. sighs. anw. i miss him lots

221oo3
8.54pm
//yann'

//one boi one gurll. two hearts beating wildly. to mildly it was love at first sight.

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 19daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

::gene:: >>-("v")-> [ 135 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< ::fang::

let your heart out.

tAlKiN to//dickson. dear
tAwTs//dear. my parents
eYeS//blinded-

plaed bball todae. ehhs. explains my sore feet wiv blisters and are burnt. went to marmie's hse den sit dere and stonned. watch tv and use com. eat cookies fer lunch. veh lols. hahas. ehhs. okaes. saw four turtles todae. adorable. pei-ed mi all the while. tml's my d-dae. jus gonna die. oh well. -shrugs- *sighs.
dear//sawree i wasnt dere fer you when you're down. take cares yea dear. loveyou lots. -hugs- muackz. dun hafta bother wad others sae bout u okae. it doesnt matter to mi.
marmie//thankx fer callin mi and checkin to c if im fine. appreciate u alot. -hugs- thankx
mingsiong kor//thankx so much fer your care and concern. thankx fer checkin up on mi. and you are not useless! dun eva think dat wae yea -hugs-

211oo3
6.59pm
//yann'

//one boi one gurll. two hearts beating wildly. to mildly it was love at first sight.

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 18daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

::gene:: >>-("v")-> [ 134 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< ::fang::

ive got sore feet frm too much walkin. sore eyes frm too much cryin. sore fingers frm bball. mi? sore from living

let your heart out.

e TrUtH~
1. wHeN a giRl sAyS sHe'S sAd, bUt sHe aiN't cRyiNg, iT mEaNs sHe'S cRyiNg iN hEr hEaRt.
2. wHeN sHe iGnOrEs yOu aFtEr yOu'Ve dOnE sOmEtHhiNg wRoNg, iT's bEsT tO giF hEr sOmE tiMe tO cOoL dOwN b4 tOuChiNg hEr hEaRt wiF aN aPoLoGy.
3. A giRl cAn't fiNd aNyThiNg tO hAtE 'bOut tHe gUy sHe lOvEs wHiCh iS Y iT's sO hArd fOr hEr tO 'gEt oVeR hiM' aFtEr tHe rElAtiOnShiP iS oVeR..
4. iF a giRl lOvEs a gUy, hE'LL aLwAyZ b oN hEr miNd eVeRy miNuTe oF tHe dAy, eVeN iF sHe iS wiF hEr bEsT giRLfReNs..
5. wHeN tHe gUy sHe lYkS sMiLeS n lOoKs dEeP iNtO hEr eYeS, sHe'LL siMpLy mElT.
6. A giRl lYkS tO hEaR cOmPliMeNtS bUt uSuAllY iS nOt sUrE hOw tO rEaCt tO dEm.
7. wHeN a gUy fLiRtS wiF a giRl vErY oFtEn, tHe giRl wUd sTaRt wOnDeRiNG iF tHe gUy lYkS hEr. sO iF yOu tReAt a giRl oNlY aS a fReN, gO eZ oN tHe sMiLeS n sTaReS kAeZ..
8. iF yOu dUn lYk a giRl hU lYkS yOu, teLL hEr gEntLy..
9. iF a giRl sTaRtS aVoiDiNg yOu aFtEr yOu rEjEctEd hEr, lEaVe hEr aLoNe fOr aWhiLe..iF yOu sTiLL tReAt hEr aS a fReN, tOk tO hEr..
10. giRls eNjOy tOkiNg aBt wAd dEy fEeL..mUsiC, pOeTry, dRaWiNg n wRiTiNg r wAyS oF eXpReSsiNg tHeMsElVeS wHiCh eXpLaiNs Y mOst giRls lYk wRiTiNg jOuRnAlS n lEtTeRs..
11. nV teLL a giRl tAd sHe iS uSeLeSs iN aNy wAy.
12. bEiNg tOo sEriOuS mAy tUrN a giRl oFf..
13. wHeN tHe gUy sHe lYkS caLLs hEr fOr tHe 1sT tiMe, tHe giRl mAy aCt uNiNtErEsTeD dUriNg tHe caLL..bUt aS sOoN aS tHe pHoNe iS bAcK oN tHe hOoK, sHe wiLL whOOp wiF jOy n iMmEdiAtEly sTaRt tElEpHoNiNg hEr fReNs tO sPrEaD tHe nEwS..
14. A sMiLe mEaNs a lOt tO a giRl.
15. iF yOu lYk a giRl, tRy bEiNg hEr fReN 1st..lEt hEr gEt tO nOE mOrE aBt yOu..
16. iF a giRl sAyS sHe cAn't gO oUt wiF yOu cOz sHe hAs tO sTuDy, jUz lEaVe..
17. bUt iF sHe sTiLL caLLs yOu oR eXpEcT a caLL fRm yOu, sTaY..
18. dUn tRy tO gUeSs a giRl'S fEeLiNgS..aSk hEr..
19. hEaRiNg tHe wOrdS "i lOvE yOu" iS a gReAt rEaSsUrAnCe tO a giRl tAd sHe iS bEaUtiFuL..
20. aFtEr a giRl faLLs iN lOvE wiF a gUy, sHe'LL wOndEr Y sHe nV nOtiCed hiM bEfOrE..
21. iF yOu nEed tiPs oN hOw tO fLiRt wiF a giRl, rEad rOmAnCe sToRiEs..
22. wHeN cLaSs piCtUrEs cUm oUt, a giRl wUd 1st cHeCk hU iS sTaNdiNg nExt tO hEr cRuSh bEfOrE aCtUaLLy lOoKiNg aT hErSeLf..
23. a giRl's eX-cRuSh wiLL aLwAyX B iN hEr mEmOrY, bUt tHe gUy sHe lOvEs nOw sTaYs iN hEr hEaRt..
24. giRls lOvE hAviNg fUn!
25. a siMpLe 'Hi' cAn bRiGhTeN a giRl's dAy..
26. a giRl's bEst fReNs uSuALLy nOe bEsT wAd sHe iS fEeLiNg n gOiNg tHrU.
27. giRls hAte iT wHeN a gUy pAyS aTtEnTiOn tO dEm jUz tO gEt cLoSe tO tHeiR 'pReTtiEr' fReN..
28. lOvE mEaNs dEvOtiOn, cAriNg n hApPiNeSs tO a giRl, iN tAd oRdEr..
29. sOmE giRls cArE aBt lOoKs, sOmE cArE aBt bRaiNs, bUt ALL giRlS wAn a gUy hU'LL lOvE n cArE fOr dEm..
30. giRlS wAn nTh mOrE tHaN tO fEeL lOvEd..
31. giRlS wAit mOnThS n yEaRs fOr tHe gUy dEy lOvEd siMpLy cOz dEy wAnTeD tO b lOvEd iN rEtUrN..
32. wEn gIrLx kEeP qUiEt DuRiN a ChAt OnLiNe oR oN tHe PhOnE, iT dOeSnT mEaN sHe'S sHy, bUt TaT sHe'S sOoOoOo BoReD

let your heart out.

tAlKiN to//ddear. dear
tAwTs//dear. my parents
eYeS//blinded-

exams are finally over!!!~ yays. hahas. oh well. ehhs. was a bbbiggg light bulb todae. kor and dasao. den i extra. -bleahh- oh well. damn farnie. hahas. sit at the foodcourt den dasao kwa ta bor. den kor darnoe. hahas. still blur blur de. lols. oh well. -shrugs- *innocent* hahas. -grins- im a craazie gurll livin in a craazie gurll. ah huh. veh high. exams over. =) *hees* the reservoir was a disaster. lols. stupid monitor lizard inside. freak mi out onli. *arghs -screams- lols. siao liao. *hees* hahas. =P my stupid ddear. ah ma tam. *humphh* dat ah gong tam betta b careful. lols. her and her auntie and uncle. lols. jialads larh her. hahas.

2o1oo3
9.25pm
//yann'

//one boi one gurll. two hearts beating wildly. to mildly it was love at first sight.

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 17daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

::gene:: >>-("v")-> [ 133 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< ::fang::

let your heart out.

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? lai yan yi
2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? now? onli got shorts lehhs.
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? tv sound. lols
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 3677
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? dinner. noodles.
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? orange. -shrugs- jus lyk orange.
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? cool. cold. too cold in fact =x
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? serena
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? clothes and hair i guess
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? no one sent mi dis. i koped. =x
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? am okae. jus missing someone too much. *sighs
12. FAVORITE DRINK? iced hazelnut latte
13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? raspberry vodka
14. FAVORITE SPORTS? basketball. swimming
15. HAIR COLOR? dark brown. a little red. a little brown.
16. EYE COLOR? Brown
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? ah huh
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES: older sis: 18 younger sis: 12
19. FAVORITE MONTH? april. *hints* lols
20. FAVORITE FOOD? candy!!!~ lols
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: dying to live on channel 5. great show!!!
22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? 3 august
23. FAVORITE RELAXATION SPOT? Beach
24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? ehhs. i guess i'll nv eva ask
25. FIRST TEENAGE (OR PRE-TEEN) MOVIE STAR CRUSH? ehhs. dun hav lehhs.
26. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer!!!
27. HUGS OR KISSES? i wan both!~ hees. greedy =D
28. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? stupid question. of cos relationships
29. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Vanilla
30. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? ehhhs. huh? oso can lorh
31. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? -shrugs-
32. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? -shrugs-
33. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? wiv parents and siblings *duh*
34. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? ehhs. jus returned a book. bookless now
35. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? dark and light orange swirls.
36. FAVORITE BOARD GAME: monopoly
37. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? stonned.
38. FAVORITE SMELLS? sweet stuff
39. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE? ehhs. e lame wae can
40. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? people.
41. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN? Buttered. Yum.
42. FAVORITE CAR? vw beatle. lols.
43. FAVORITE FLOWER? gebrariums. daisys. tulips
44. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? four
45. CAN YOU JUGGLE? ehhs. no. hahas
46. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? fridays wivout tuition. lols
47. RED OR WHITE WINE? white wine
48. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? ehhs. i forgot *hees*
49. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD? nopes. cant donate blood
50. LIFETIME GOALS? dont wanna live in regrets. jus wanna b happie and live happie. hope dat the people i love will be safe. hope to spend a lifetym wiv you. want you to be happie alwaes. dont wanna wish fer too much. cos afraid wont get back wad i wished. life's lyk dis. it doesnt lasts foreva. so live life to the fullest!!!~

sawree guys. i was reallie bored

let your heart out.

tAlKiN to//ddear
tAwTs//dear. my parents
eYeS//blinded-

dear came back todae. yays. so happie. =) oh well. walked ard the whole dae todae. toes hav blisters on em. *arghs* my toes are achin. okaes. my ah ma's staein at my hse. been naggin the whole tym. ahhhh.... -screams- cannot take it. *arghs. -shrugs- tml's e last paper fer mie. cant wait. he doesnt hafta go to skool tml. *jealous* -sighs- we tues den dunnid go. ahhhh... oh well. darnoe larh.

191oo3
1.o3pm
//yann'

//as each dae grows i cant help but love you more. iloveyou

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 16daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

::gene:: >>-("v")-> [ 132 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< ::fang::

let your heart out.

tAlKiN to//willie, jackie kor
tAwTs//him. my parents
eYeS//hercules on central *lame

my parents and ah ma left fer thailand todae. woke up at five to send em to the airport. my maid went along. she cry. lols. sillie. she goin home at the end of this month. ltr she oso cry. hahas. okaes. dey'll b gone till nxt sat. am restricted to 7pm everydae. gotta b home by seven. arghs. so earlie!!!~ okaes. im bored at home. firstly he goin awae. i'll miss him. den secondly xuanz is sick. poor gurll. down wiv a slight fever. caught it frm her sis. so we cant go study. cant go shoppin oso. -screams- ahhhh!!!~ oh well. -shrugs- im reallie reallie bored now. -bleahh- cannot stand it.

181oo3
1.o3pm
//yann'

-edit. 4.27pm. finished watchin dis show called dying to live on channel 5. omg~ its lyk totally the sweetest and the saddest at the same tym. was screamin my head off at dis character in the show cos dere was smth in the past dat i can totally relate dat gurl to the character and lyk YAH! totally. oh well abit sehhed alreadi. anws. the show rawkx!~ damn sweet.
"it doesnt matter how long you live. but how you live it. and who you live it with!"

//as each dae grows i cant help but love you more. iloveyou

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 15daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

::gene:: >>-("v")-> [ 131 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< ::fang::

let your heart out.

tAlKiN to//jov
tAwTs//hIm. sHoPpInG. eXaMs
eYeS//cHaNnEl u'S -sHrUgS- cRaPpy sHoW

had a maths and history todae. -screams- okaes. killer papers. oh well -shrugs- losta ppl hav finished their exams *congrats* well ive got one more paper on mondae. my parents will be flying off to thailand tml. wont b back till saturdae. den me? gotta mug fer mondae's paper *sighs. oh well. cant wait till next wk. den exams will b over and i can go out wiv him. go shopping. watch movies!!!~ ahhhh.... cant wait. one more paper. anw. andrew kor. colin kor. ser marmie and mt dasao and i went to casueway todae. sat at e foodcourt and ate and ate and ate. lols. quite rubbish. hahas. jov complainin sae i nv call him go den he got stuck at home at 3.30pm onwards. hahas. oh well. hu ask him kwa zha bor. of cos nv call him larh. lols. oh well. we walked round and round. from one shop to another. lols. window shopping. lols. yepps. hahas. craazie dae. missing you. enjoy your trip. i'll miss you when you're gone
-edit. new photos added to my pictures. go take a look yea *grins* =)

171oo3
8.31pm
//yann'

//as each dae grows i cant help but love you more. iloveyou

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 14daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

gEnE >>-("v")-> [ 13o DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG

let your heart out.

3rd dae of e exams!!!~ and i think i screwed it AGAIN though. *arghs* oh well. -shrugs- nanhua has killer papers!!!~ lols. oh well. cant wait till e exams are over. got three more daes of papers. other ppl hav two onli *jealous* -screams- oh well... tym to go back and mug. tired *yawns* jiayous all. *pushes button* =P xiang zhe ni

151oo3
7.37pm
//yann'

//as each dae grows i cant help but love you more. iloveyou

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 12daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

gEnE >>-("v")-> [ 128 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG

let your heart out.

i think i screwed up todae's paper. -bleahh- had social. the source based was okae. e structured essay was screwed. *scream* oh well -shrugs- went wiv xuan to club aft pei-ing minz wait in skool, go ginza buy sweets, xuan eat fries and me c hp. yepps. den we went to club. walked from ginza to west coast park, den chased e 176 bus. sat one bus stop. got down den walked to e club. tiring sia. go club oso so tiring. =x we studied. stoned. and i fell aslp. =x realie tired. *yawns* i miss you sooooo much!!!~ ='( wad is life wivout u? -shrugs- *dunwan to imagine*
dDeAr//jiayous fer your papers. ur hist alreadi over le. jus do well fer e rest yea *muackz* -hugs- i miss MARS! cant wait till our chalet and till e exams are over!!!~

141oo3
7.oopm
//yann'

//as each dae grows i cant help but love you more. iloveyou

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 11daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

gEnE >>-("v")-> [ 127 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG

let your heart out.

todae's eng paper was crappie. bout mummies and stuff. -bleahh- e maths paper one was a killer. am reallie disappointed in myself. dere were a few questions dat came from e tys. i did em ytd. but sorta forgot how to do. if not is i ytd darnoe how to do den nv go ask -bleahh- *arghs. oh well. tml is social. *screams* cant seem to get e info into my head. cocked up brain. lols. oh well. -shrugs- pia harder den.

131oo3
4.58pm
//yann'

//as each dae grows i cant help but love you more. iloveyou

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths 1odaes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 126 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

todae's my grandma's death anniversary. went to visit her at her grave. my dadee cried. =x alwaes makes mi cry when i c em cry. *sighs. its been one year le. i still remembered she pass awaed last year on a saturday. two daes before my eoys. although im not reallie close to her i miss her though. oh well. life and death. part and parcel to life. -shrugs- its been raining the whole dae the whole dae now. its reallie cold. everyone take cares yea. dun fall ill. eoys are officially starting tml. fer all nanhuarians dat is. one more week of torture to go. den we can all paaartyyy!!!~
i miss you. i miss you lots.

121oo3
3.38pm
//yann'

//as each dae grows i cant help but love you more. iloveyou

_{[g]ab_dear} _*+'2mths o9daes+' _ _{[y]ann'_}

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 125 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

its earlie in e morning. a rainy morning. wanted to coninue pigging but am goin out soon. so cant b a pig no more. reached home at 1o.45pm ytd i think. -shrugs- got no sense of tym de. *grins* hmmmms... dunwan sae here le. oh well. dere's 9daes to freedom. 23daes till e chalet!!!~ cant wait. jiayous everyone. eoys are 2daes awae!!!~

111oo3
9.5oam
//yanz

//as each dae grows i cant help but love you more

_dear _*+'2mths o8daes+' _ _dear

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 124 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

-shrugs- i darnoe. chi compo was ehhs okae. chi test aft skool was rubbish. -bleahh- copied all e wae. f*ck dat's wad im feeling now. -bleahhs- wth! wtf!~ *arghs darnoe larh. crappie piece of shit. ppl hav not been treatin ppl well. and wad is one choosing to do? break. yepps. darnoe if it'll b smth dat person wont regret. but yepps. kinda hesistate. but oh well. guess in the end. dat person will still stick to her decison and wont change her mind. i can onli tell A boi B gurll storie lyk kor alwaes does cos i cant state names. oh well. *arghs. e exams are drivin mi nuts. driving mi craazie. f*ck!!!~ =x

1o1oo3
5.oopm
//yanz

//can open fan club le. 3/9eRz shld noe wad im talkin about.

_dear _*+'2mths o7daes+' _ _dear

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 123 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

the more things happen. the more he cries. makes mi fear more. wonder more. i cant sae he hu. but jus a he. he tries to act stong. tries to gather himself. yet everytym he comes to mi fer help. he's cryin. all broken inside i fear. i fear dat one dae it'll b mi hu will turn to him. i wanna stop my wondering and mug hard on my exams. but dese tawts are wiv mi most of e tym. *sighs.* -screams- jus wanna let dat he noe dat he has to stae strong fer her. even if its jus an act. he has too. convince her of his love fer her. my best wishes goes out to both. my heartfelt feelings. all e best to all fer eoys. jiayous bah
getting lost in my emotions

o91oo3
9.51pm
//yanz

//my love fer u nv will falter. nv will fade. it'll alwaes b the same. it'll grows wiv each dae. i'll alwaes love u. i love u ("v")

_dear _*+'2mths o6daes+' _ _dear

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 122 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

things are not goin rite fer alot of ppl. *sighs. all of em being someone close to mi. ='( *sobs* i somehow wish dat i can make all of em feel betta. make em stop crying and bring back the sunshine in their lives. the things happening to them is makin mi worrie. alot. worrie bout myself and whether one dae it'll b my turn to face up to dat reality, to the lies. *sighs. i darnoe. exams are ard the corner yet so mani things are happening. onli makin the studyin atmosphere worst. i guess dey wont b studyin. fer mi? i guess too bz worryin fer em to b studyin God save mi -sighs- i reallie wanna b the person hu brings the sunshine back into your lives. but im reallie sawree. i dun hav the courage. dun hav the strength. i fear the tawt of bringin more. trust mi i wan all of you to b happie. but i jus darnoe how. im soo sawree. reallie sawree. met dear todae. once in two daes. its enuf fer mi. as long as he's noes im here fer him when he needs mi. im reallie broken inside. feels so much fer e ppl ard mi. *sighs iloveu
dDeAr//all the best fer e eoys. -hugs- we'll hang out together aft e eoys yea? den at e chalet too -muackz
dear//thankies so much fer the box of hope. im sawree fer being paranoid and weird at tyms. and scaring u. all e best fer your eoys. u'll do well. i noe u will. jiayous. //hugs -muackz-
andrewkor//alwaes here if u need mi. sawree i cant do much fer you. onli can help you do small little favours which are reallie insignificant. do take cares yea. hafta studee okae. dun let wad's bothering you now affect you. jiayous.

o81oo3
6.53pm
//yanz

//my love fer u nv will falter. nv will fade. it'll alwaes b the same. it'll grows wiv each dae. i'll alwaes love u. i love u ("v")

_dear _*+'2mths o5daes+' _ _dear

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 121 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

im officially a klutz. *arghs. can leave my stuff ard and get hurt so easily. *arghs. left my file in ginza todae. -screams- how can i eva do dat?!?!?! took my book and my sista's books but din take my file -_-" dumb rite? dumb. =x ma lian din come todae. got three free periods. yays. e guys as usual took up almost all e tables. doin wad? plae cards. magic. lalalas. rubbish. oh well. larfed so hard todae had a bad stomache. xuanz go outside toilet den we c e old old fotos. was larfing at out old old old principal. she was ard when i wasnt even born. hahas. damn bad lorh. sae she look lyk e toilet aunite. larf until peng. lols. aft skool went to ginza to meet my sis. and yah yah. lost my file -_-" *sighs. wth~ im lookin fer my dancin smiley!!!~ anyone noes whr i can get it? its veh pretty veh nice. my webbie fwen has it but cannot lykda kope rite. so mean. *arghs. im missing him lots. its been 2 daes. -nodds- *sighs. somebody save mi frm my sanity!~ -screams- im reallie afraid dat one dae i'll lose you. dat u wont love mi animore. *sighs i feel so uncertain. i wish dat tawt wont appear. but at dis period when we c each other less and less i cant help but feel lyk dis. sawree. ='(
kool dancing stick <-- reallie kool webbie. shld check it out. to destress and all. yepps

o71oo3
5.o6pm
//yanz

//my love fer u nv will falter. nv will fade. it'll alwaes b the same. it'll grows wiv each dae. i'll alwaes love u. i love u ("v")

_dear _*+'2mths o4daes+' _ _dear

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 12o DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

skool todae is *yawns* so jialads. nth betta to go aft skool. =x landed up goin to cam2 wiv qiii to hav lunch. sat dere den tok tok wiv cher till bout 3pm. den she went home. *yawns* skool's so bored. revision. heavy files. bored. books. teachers. bored. exams. bored. =x sighs. ddear wont c her dear till two wks ltr. mi lehs? i darnoe? when den i will c my dear again lehs? ='( oh well. exams are ard e corner. mug mug. gotta mug. sians larh. i finally fixed my keyboard. so happie. e tewpeed thing screwed up on mi ytd. oh well. -shrugs- missin u lyk craazie. sighs. =x

o61oo3
4.47pm
//yanz

//my love fer u nv will falter. nv will fade. it'll alwaes b the same. it'll grows wiv each dae. i'll alwaes love u. i love u ("v")

_dear _*+'2mths o3daes+' _ _dear

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 119 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

ytd nite was a disaster. im thankful fer ddear, dear and jov. sawree bout everything ytd. jov fer screamin at him. ddear and dear fer havin to put up wiv my crying. =x I HATE DERRICK!~ yepps. read it man. and im serious dat i hate him. oh well. wth. =x went church den went to meet dear to studee. hmmms. i din wanna b alone lyk aniwhr. so sat bus frm dover to clementi. den frm clementi to batok. took mi bout an hr. yepps. butt pain. but. aiyas. betta den being alone at some place. -nodds- we went to tanglin mall. delifrance. too sick of mac to b at mac. lols. am quite proud of myself. did three hours of chem. *beems* hahas. oh well. met angela and joel. went to mac AGAIN to studee. =x mama came to pick mi up. told her i was at tanglin mall. so had to wlak frm forum to tanglin mall. dear being nice, walked mi dere. we walked halfwae den i saw my mama's car drove pass. sheesh. tawt she saw. tawt she found out. but seems lyk she din. *phew* cold sweat. i love sundays. =) i get to spend tym wiv him. studying. =) -grins-
dear//thanks so much fer being here by my side. i love sundays. cos i get to spend tym wiv u. all e best fer your eoys =)

o51oo3
7.44pm
//yanz

//my love fer u nv will falter. nv will fade. it'll alwaes b the same. it'll grows wiv each dae. i'll alwaes love u. i love u ("v")

_dear _*+'2mths o2daes+' _ _dear

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 118 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

went to xuan's hse dis morning. was suppose to go swimmin. but landed up helpin her to pack her room and all. so din go swimming. waited fer qi to come, bathe and changed. den went to bugis. yepps. xuan bout model aeroplane fer xb. sooo sweet. lols. den we went to take lovegetty. saw thian ming. hahas. he damn kewt. his 2 fwens both shorter den him de. hahas. damn fun. okaes. took twice. borrowed each other's faces. hahas. wanted to scan em in de. but scanner down so bobians. cant lorh. sads. oh well. xuan had tuition at five. so we left bugis at four den took mrt home. went to meet gab' dear at cck mac. sat dere did chem till 7 plus. dat was when it became absolutely dark and impossible to studee. lols. den took mrt to westmall. went near westmall dere e mac to studee. hahas. lame rite. -nodds- hahas. oh yah. e cd in mac spoil de. keep on repeating itself. "bitch you make mi hurl" hahas. yepps. dis was e phrase. went on twenty over tyms den e management finally realised den change to darnoe wad rubbishly retro cd. hahas. dey desperately need some music. anyone wanna spon? hahas. im sure dey'll reallie appreciate it. hahas. =P oh yah. darnoe if my dear's gonna roll his eyes at mi again if i add dis in. but oh well. i still will. two tables awae frm whr we were sitting was dese two gurlls. one of em in pink and e other in blue. e pink one frm e moment we sat down at e table she was constantly turing ard to look at him. ehhs. yepps. told him bout it. but he jus rolled his eyes and said "dun giv a shit" ehhs. yepps. *humphh* //yanz jealous. hahas. oh well. -shrugs- her eyes. she can c wad she wants to c. yea? yepps.

o41oo3
1o.5opm
//yanz

-edit. derrick I HATE U! I reallie do. y cant u jus think b4 u do anithing. f***
//my love fer u nv will falter. nv will fade. it'll alwaes b the same. it'll grows wiv each dae. i'll alwaes love u. i love u ("v")

_dear _*+'2mths o1daes+' _ _dear

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 117 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

ytd was 2 mths [o3o8o3] -hees- mt yea? hahas. dat craazie gurll has been elbowin mi and tellin mi its 2 mths. lols. lyk wad i did to her e dae b4 cos it was her 3 mths [o2o7o3]. hahas. =P EOY comin le. as alan kor saes *stress* hahas. oh well. im muggin hard. but not as hard as my dear is. =x *ashamed* jiayous bah everyone. we'll party aft e EOY's are over!!!~ cant wait. =) lovin him alwaes =)
3/9erz work hard yea!

o41oo3
8.3oam
//yanz

//my love fer u nv will falter. nv will fade. it'll alwaes b the same. it'll grows wiv each dae. i'll alwaes love u. i love u ("v")

_dear _*+'2mths o1daes+' _ _dear

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 117 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

im reallie tired. reallie stressed. reallie frustrated. reallie troubled. wad's life? can life be life wivout troubles and worries? all e best to every1 fer their eoy. dun stress. =) *sMiLeS aLwAeS*

o1.1o.o3
6.22pm
//yanz

//my love fer u will nv falter. will nv fade. it'll alwaes b the same. it'll grow wiv each dae. i'll alwaes love u. i love u ("v")

dAe _*+'loVE ^aLwa3s&_4eVa qe6'*+' _ 59

gEnE bRo >>-("v")-> [ 114 DaEs ] <-("v")-<< fAnG MeI mEi

let your heart out.

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