Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
hmmms. helped benson and gene to queue fer e creative warehouse sale ytd morning. was late so hees. onli reached dere at 74oam instead of 7am. hees. lols. =P queued till 11am den gene's bro and benson went home while dear and i went to hav breakfast. ah huhs. sorta brunch larh. lols. ah huhs. aft dat headed down to east coast. angela's chalet. considered larh. den joel and john were alreadi dere. so we plaed cards and ehhs. lols. darnoe wad dey doin oso larh. *censored* lols. but damn farnie. i darnoe wad to sae oso. lols. onli can larf till pengz. lols. =P oh yah. daniel and augustine were at e same chalet. but those two *t00ts* din recognised mi larh. arghs. =xxx oh wells. reached home at 113opm. had difficulty wakin up to go to church dis morning. *hees. lols. but managed to afterall. =) service was kool mann. lols. siao siao one. den cell in e chapel was kool =) will b flying off tml nite. gonna missyou all lots while im gone. will b back on e 9dec. will b counting e daes till i come back. *hugs*
ddear\\take cares yea dear. we'll go sentosa and hav hell lotsa fun when we go. =) -hugs- mwahhx.
dear\\dear. take care of urself yea. mwahhx. will missyou lots. take gd care of urself. hope ur sniffles and cough go awae quick. mwahhx. we'll go sentosa and party when i come back okae? mwahhx. will missyou lots. will b counting e daes till i come back. mwahhx. *hugs* loveyou lots.
3o11o3
o517pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 27daes+' - [y]ann'.gif)
let your heart out.
hmmms. was at home e whole dae. ah huhs. plaeing gunbound. clearing e hse and all. lols. ah huhs. hmmms. anws. jus wanna thankx all fer their concern. ehhs. yepps. thankx lotsa. =) got 2 more daes in sg b4 i fly =xxx anws. gotta queue fer my bros at creative again. =xxx arghs. 2nd tym. abuse!!! lols. its damn boring larh. but i darnoe y thinkin its kinda fun. hahas. mabbe i guess its betta den goin back to my pri skool and listening to e present principal tok rubbish. lols. hmmms. darnoe wad to crap arleadi larh. take cares all *hugs*
2811o3
o855pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 25daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
y cant my parents jus stop fighting. one "stupid men" another "stupid women". y cant e both of u jus yi ren rang yi bu. ='( i dunwan to live in a hse wiv ppl shouting at each other all dae round. =xxx i DUNWAN!!!
i noe i havent been myself lately. i can feel it. esp at nite. i seem to throw a tantrum. wishing my sis wld wake up and jus ask "gurll are you okae?" mabbe den i wld tell her yea im okae. but i can sae now. nopes im not. i darnoe y too. i jus cant figure dat out. sometyms at nite. i lay on my bed jus crying. i darnoe y too. but i feel so weird inside. and cry and scream at myself. scoldin myself to grow up and jus stop kickin up a fuss. but even still does anione hear mi? no. onli i hear myself in e silence of e nite. no one except God noes wad im thinkin. i wish He cld speak to mi. let mi noe wad im thinkin and den i can slove it or smth. instead of mi screamin at myself every nite to stop it. it aint workin i can tell you. it aint workin. i dun think ive got ani wish fer to tell anione. cos i dunwan anione to worrie bout mi. i guess ive caused enuff worries. and ive got enuff worries. everything and anything worries mi now. doesnt matter if it concerns mi anot. it worries mi. mi. *i hope hueva chances upon dis. wldnt worrie fer mi. lyk im worrie fer em* -prays-
im sillie. i concluded dat at e end of dis entry. im sillie. jus plain sillie. a sillie gurll lovin a guy lots. worrying bout everything and anything dat goes thru her head. jus a plain sillie gurll. worrying too much. too too much.
2611o3
o5.o9pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 23daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
todae's hari raya. suppose to hav tuition at 9am. but happily my teacher 4got and made mi wake up at 82o fer nth. =xxx bleahh. stonned ard till 12pm den went to my aunt's hse fer my cousin joel's one mth party thingy at balestier. ah huhs. he's soooooo kewt. big bright round eyes. look alot lyk my aunt lilian =) so shuaiii =P hmmms. plaed baby sitter to 5 kids. lide. shuwei. yiken and yiting. ah huhs. so kewt. lols. plaed pictionary wiv em and my aunt (veh young one larh. but cos diff generation call her my aunt). larf until i pengz. lols. so kewt. damien came ltr. so jus pratically stopped him and li de frm fighting frm e springy thingy. lols. most adorable i guess wld b li de. he's 2+ and totally adorable. lols. plaed hide and seek wiv him. den jus larf and larf and larf. lols. so adorable rite. lols. *hees. lols. i do hav fotos of em. but jus gotta wait fer my aunt to send em to mi. den i'll b able to post em on my blog den you guys wld b able to c how adorable dey are. lols. -grins- anws. tagboard is down. darnoe y oso *shrugs* hope e problem will b fixed soon. ah huhs. take cares all. missinyou lots
y cant my parents jus stop fighting. one "stupid men" another "stupid women". y cant e both of u jus yi ren rang yi bu. ='( i dunwan to live in a hse wiv ppl shouting at each other all dae round. =xxx i DUNWAN!!!
2511o3
o7.23pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 22daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
was at home todae till i went home to meet ddear at imm. hmmms. toked to her. den went to cdans cos ddear wanted to look fer her dear. ah huh. den dear came. so we sat at cdans bowl and watched em bowl. den ddear and boon went home. dl shuan and jeff went to plae soccer and we went to eat. *yums* lols. okaes. hmmms. darnoe wad esle to sae le. nxt wk dis tym i'll b in australia alreadi. thinkin bout how much i'll miss wiv e 9daes dat i'll b awae. ='(
ddear\\take cares yea my dear. -hugs- anithing i'll alwaes b here fer u. mwahhx.
dear\\my dear. take care of urself okae. cure dat sniffles of urs. and rub dat bruise too. hopefully will disappear soon. and den it wont hurt animore yea. mwahhx. loveyou lots. -hugs-
2411o3
o7.45pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 21daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
my maid went home ytd. wont b back till e 2o dec. so ive gotta do one month of chores. hmmms. din go church todae. staed at home and did chores. ironing. washing. sweeping. mopping. folding. lalalalas. the list goes on and on. din noe dat doin chores could b dat tiring. lols. hmmms. tml's e last wk of nov. of boy does the wks fly pass. ive enjoyed onli bout 3 or 4daes excluding wkends of my 21daes. -screams- can the holidaes dun finish so quick?! ive not started on my chi hw. which is lyk lots. and eng hw too. -screams- wont b ard nxt wk. dats another wk gone. =xxx *stress stress* lols. oh well.
qiii\\my sista. take cares yea. mwahhx. miss you lots. hmmms. anithing gimmie a ring. alwaes willing to lend u a listening ear. mwahhx.
j-kor\\jus remember wad i told u. 2 can plae dat game. dun even think about it.
-edit. 1o 26pm. 3/9erz. ive update our klass camp fotos in my pictorial. its not all e fotos. but almost all. my pictorial no more space dats e reason y. lols. go check it out =P
2311o3
12.43pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 2odaes+' - [y]ann' .gif)
let your heart out.
am back frm klass camp. hmmms. camped in skool. a total of 29 ppl went. 1o guys. 19 gurlls. considered dat almost close to e whole klass went. was kool!!!~ hmmms. we started e bbq at bout 7. made a total mess. lols. skewing e satay and e chicken wings was fun. although it was messy. lols. we kinda took shifts to cook. so when it wasnt our turn. we plaed zhong ji mi ma while eating. din eat much. jus plaed and plaed. and drank lotsa water. lols. our punishement fer our zhong ji mi ma was a cup of sarsi wiv orange juice wiv greentea wiv marshmellows wiv satay sauce. hahas. ah huh. kooL rite?!!!~ hahas. went to e hall to plae aft e bbq. e guys plaed soccer. we gurlls plaed badminton, capt's ball and soccer (actually is 9 siao char bors chasing a ball wiv 2 guys *yx and kennY* larfing their asses off. lols) while blasting music!!! lols. okaes. dun siao alreadi. hmmms. went fer a nite walk den went to e guys' room to watch zhen zi. aft dat. went fer nite walk den went to plae bball. e nite walk was freakie mann. you scare mi i scare you. =xxx ='( hmmms. we sat at e canteen 1 benches till bout 3am when mr chow came and told us to go clean e hall up. we cleaned e hall up den went to e foyer to sit and tok. toked till bout 5am den some of us decided to zzz. i kinda slept less den an hr. but oh well. doesnt matter. woke up b4 e rest and sat dere talkin to yingz and listening to music while e guys were plaeing gunbound or mabbe warcraft in their room. left skool at bout 7.3oam den went to hav breakfast. e guys went their separate waes. so dey din hav breakfast wiv us. waited wiv xuanz till her mama came. and ah huh. im home. :) i guess we all looked lyk walking corpses cos we all were so tired. lols. but im sure everyone had GREAT fun. a pity dat its onli fer a nite. oh well. hope we'll hav another one nxt yr. but dis tym! chalet!!! lols.
mr.chow\\thankx so much fer accompanying us thru dis camp. reallie appreciate it. sawree we disturbed ur slp. caused you not to hav enough slp. thankx lots mr chow. appreciate it lots!!! thankies. :)
3/9erz\\it was a great camp yea? even though it was such a short one!!! so glad im in 3/9. hav all of you guys as my klassmate. klass camp was GREAT! 3/9erz we rawkx!~ =P
3/9erz gurlls\\*weets. we got e nice cool reading room. lols. hope you guys enjoyed e camp as much as i did. i guess we did freak each other out yea? screaming and all. lols. =P take cares all. :)
3/9erz guys\\thankx fer all e lame jokes during e camp. guess 3/9 aint 3/9 wivout u guys crappin and all. lols. wah lau~ sit in e room plae gunbound and warcraft. liew~ dao sia. lols. anws. no thankx to u guys fer freakin e gurlls out and tryin to b "big birds" at 1am in e morning at e parade ground and at e tech block. lols. anws. glad to hav u guys as my klassmates. rawk on guys!~ take cares. :)
2o11o3
1o.12am
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 17daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
gone fer klass camp. b back tml. anithing. my fone is alwaes on :) msg mi. call mi yea? mwahhx.
dear\\will miss you lots. even though its jus one nite. mwahhx. take gd care of urself. dun let ur sniffles get worse yea? loveyou lots. mwahhx.
1911o3
o2.19pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 16daes+' - [y]ann' .gif)
let your heart out.
hmmms. my dae todae was gddd... but now im worried. =xxx dun wanna tok bout it. klass camp is tml. *yays. am sooo excited. lols. cant wait. although i dun wish fer tym to pass so quickly so dat e events dat'll happen aft dat wont happen. =xxx i'll b so packed den i wont even noe wad to do wiv my holiday. im so afraid dat i wont hav tym fer u. ='( am so so afraid dat cos of dat we'll grow apart. im... okaes. wont sae animore. =xxx anws. cant wait till tml's klass camp missingyou. ='(
1811o3
o7.5opm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 15daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
okaes. im updating cos mr derrick leow asked mi to write about him kickin my chair in the ava room while phy lesson todae =xxx darnoe wad else to sae larh. am pretty bored. dunwan to update. went wiv xuanz to harbour front to do a maths. hmmms. sat dere ate fries, drank fizz, do a maths, larf and tok rubbish. lols. ah huhs. had ice cream den went home. dats bout it. ehhs. klass camp will definately b on. 19 - 2o nov. hope lotsa ppl attend. yepps. dats it.
1711o3
o8.17pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 14daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
hmmmms. was too tired and ehhs. sehhed ytd to come online and update my blog. my cousin joan had a bdae party ytd. wld hav enjoyed myself watchin all the small kiddos plae games but was feeling giddy. sat dere, drank iced tea and stonned lyk an idiot. =xxx came home watched tv and pigged. went to town todae. i alwaes find myself at a bookstore or library of somesort while waiting fer dear to come. hmmms. reason y? ive absolutely no idea too. hmmms. mabbe its cos i find myself more comfortable among e bks den walkin ard alone among lotsa people i dont noe. =xxx yepps. i guess so dats y. ah huh. hmmms. went to town walked and walked and walked den went home. sat mrt to queenstown. felt lyk a total idiot alone den got off. called my mama to come pick mi up. sat at the mrt station for 4o mins b4 she finally came den came home. ah huh. so here i am at home. havin inmagine meeting now. =xxx jus got lyk blardiely scolded. or i alwaes get scolded. oh well. -shrugs- xi guan jiu hao. =xxx
1611o3
o9.2opm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 13daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
woke up at 6am dis morning. *yawns. was suppose to mit xuanz at 7.3o but dat gurll happily woke up and fell asleep again. =xxx i reached at the bus stop at ehhs. 7.2o. met her onli at 7.45. =xxx dat gurll... *arghs. lols. we went to clementi ate porridge -yums- saw andrew kor and his parents dere. lols. actualli din wanna go fer history lesson which was at 9am. but oh well saw neo at the interchange so decided to go. reached skool at 9.15. was suppose to b late larh. but found almost the entire 3/9 sitting in camp2. talkin, doin maths, listening to music, sleeping, plaeing deck. hahas. everything but having lesson. hahas. tym passed. tick tick tick. until 1oam. den we kinda figured mrs sim totally 4got bout us havin lesson. everyone pratically was dozing ohh. oh well. i was larh. *hees. lols. oh well. hahas. mrs sim appeared at 1o15. thinkin dat lesson was at 11am. =xxx all thank to benson ma!!! *arghs. had chem at 1o45 in ava room. rubbishly cold. and wiv derrick's smelly leg on my chair. shaking and shaking. *arghs. den kenny sitting behind oso wiv his stupid leg on my chair. den stupid jiawei making so much noise. stupid derrick oso go draw on my pe-tee den kenny kept on larfing. *arghs. e 3 of em. *arghs. =xxx hmmms. went fer lunch at holland v wiv neo, xuanz and minz. the 4 of us havent been out 2gether in a veh long tym. had mushroom swiss. lols. xuanz is gonna flip if she reads dis. lols. we had a veh veh noisy lunch den hmmmms.. neo and minz went to work. hahas. okaes. xuanz and mi went to help. we walked 2 block of flats and onli sold a total of 4 packets of cards. pathetic arh!!! lols. but was fun. neo and i alwaes seem to get the houses wiv dogs in em. den will alweas scared the living daylights outta the both of us. den we'll all jus larff. hahas. damn fun. lols. but damn farnie oso. hahas. walk until kah neng larh. hahas. funnnnn... lols. but misely pay. lols. nid job nid $$!!! lols. =P
dear\\im glad i placed my all in you. ive nv regretted anithing ive done so far. so thankful ive got you. thankx fer coming into my life. and being part of mi =)
1411o3
o9.o7pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 11daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
hmmmms. okaes. wad can a sick gurll do at home the whole dae. i pratcally sat in front of the com and the tv fer the entire dae. total *yawns* my stupid sniffles are drivin mi up the wall. my throat aint any betta. *arghs. irritating. oh well -shrugs- hmmms. hafta go to skool tml morning. *yawns. lessons. lessons and more lessons. cannot take it animore. *arghs. oh well.
ddear\\hmmms. i noe you'll b missing him lots. but remember alwaes hav mi okaes. miss him dat tym call mi larh. or mabbe i go hang out at ur hse. keep ur mind awae frm him yea? mwahhx. tym will pass quick. he'll b back in a matter of hrs. =) mwahhx.
dear\\hmmms. missing you lots alreadi. take cares yea. do get well soon. dunwan to c you sick. mwahhx.
1311o3
o9.o2pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 1odaes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
damnn. am sick. =xxx hmmms. woke up dis morning and plaed gunbound fer over 3hrs. lols. was bored. cant blame mi. and besides. gunbound is addictive mann. hahas. =P hmmms. met cher, boon, dl and dear and westmall. watched the park. watched it again though. fer e 2nd tym i mean. and hmmms. din find it as scary as the 1st tym when i watched it wiv xuan. hahas. mabbe cos dat tym i freaked her out and she freaked mi out too. hahas. *grins* cant blame us. hahas. hmmms. darnoe wad else to sae. oh yah. tml dunnid go skool again. hmmms. at least my sis doesnt hav paper tml. and at least i'll hav someone at home wiv mi. and wont hafta b alone at home AGAIN. ah huh. lols. my apologies. hate staeing at home alone. freaks mi out. =xxx
1211o3
o9.3opm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths o9daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
hmmms. had chem lesson dis morning. woke up lyk i darnoe y freakin earlie. den walked ard the hse. aimlessly =xxx reached skool veh earlie. den jus sat in the canteen wiv e rest of e 3/9erz and crapped. hahas. chem lesson in the ava room was cold. boring and absoultely irritating. arghs... derrick sit at the back. keep on rockin his chair den knocking against mine. *arghs. how ddamn irritating is dat?!!! esp when you hafta sit through dat fer 2 whole hours. *arghs. hmmms. stoned in skool aft lesson den came home. hmmms. sat in front of e com and plaed gunbound wiv jeremy fer over two hrs. hahas. damn addictive game. hahas. can plae dat throughout the nite. dunnid to zzz at all. hahas.
dear//dear. ehhs. take care of urself yea. dun fall sick. ah huhs. muackz. =)
-edit. o6.42pm. dis tawt jus hit mi. our skool management sux mann. ppl hu hav toked mi ms aloh. shld noe wad im talkin bout. wth mann. cannot stand it. i'll miss you ms loh. mus come back and visit us okae? if not well go over to the NEW place and look fer you. you'll alwaes b appreciated in our hearts. dun hafta bother bout wad the rubbish skool saes. YOU RAWK!~
1111o3
o6.13pm
//yann'
wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths o8daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
treasure wad you hav in life. life is unfair. one moment you hav smth. e other you dont. one moment you can remember smth. the nxt moment nth at all. smth has happened and okaes. ddear you noe wad's goin on. sum others too. well. all her fwens dat is. life is reallie unfair to her. God has taken awae smth frm her. but im praying dat He will giv it back to her. giv her back all the wonderful things in life. im regretting. not getting to know her. not goin forward to tok to her. i REGRET! ='( im crying. crying on the inside and yes on the outside too. im hurting so much i jus darnoe wad to sae. onli wanna tell everyone to treasure hu dey hav now. treasure wad dey hav in life. in the present or in the past. once things pass dey'll nv come back. ='( im praying hard fer you. stae strong. i noe you can make it through. i noe you can.
ddear//take cares my dear. dun think so much. dun cry so much. jus wanna let you noe dat i treasure you. treasure everydae dat ive had you as my fwen. treasure everydae i hav you as my ddear. treasure everydae i hav you.
dear//iloveyou. treasure every second i hav wiv you. treasure every minute i hav wiv you. treasure every hour i hav wiv you. treasure every dae i hav wiv you. treasure every moment i hav wiv you. treasure you now and 4ever. hope the things btween us will nv ever change.
qiii//take cares my sista *hugs*
o911o3
o8.o5pm
//yann'
//wivout you im nothing. i love you *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths o6daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
hmmms. was an ulitimate silli gurll todae. lols. watched ehhs. the park wiv xuan at jp at 1120 den watched wishing stairs wiv dear, ddear and her dear. ah huhs. com's craazie. shant update animore. =xxx -bleahh- i miss my dear lyk craazie. sighs.
o811o3
1o.47pm
//yann'
//wivout you im nothing. i love you *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths o5daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
the o's are FINALLY over!!! finished the freakin chi paper. am sooooo glad its finally over!!! =) okaes. hmmms. paper finished at 4pm. den went wiv jie, cy and winnie to clementi. had kfc den came home. lols. finger lickin goooddddd.. lols. veh long nv eat kfc le. ate mac lyk fer 4 daes in a row. enuff of mac!!! lols. ehhs. okaes. hmmms. ammm soooo happie. cant wait till get myself out of the hse tml aft skool man. *arghs!!! ahhhhh... im pms-ing man... *arghs. happie and hyper at a moment. and freakin jus i darnoe. pissed? at the other. freak... =xxx
o711o3
7.39pm
//yann'
//wivout you im nothing. i love you *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths o4daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
thankx all those fer their wishes and their posts in my blog. came back frm chalet dis afternoon. had a great tym and an absoultely craazie tym at the chalet. was suppose to b MARS chalet. but ehhs. landed up onli 6 outta 11 of us went. but oh well. it was still a blast. im sure ddear wld agree and cant agree more. *hees. lols. am reallie tired though. was suppose to study todae once i came home. but landed up dozing off. cldnt even watch 15mins of dolphin bay. hmmms. wad we mainly did at the chalet? gamble. bowl. play pool. sit in the chalet and watch tv, plae playstation. hahas. the chalet was soooooo nice. =) *hees. -grins- took lotsa fotos. am waiting fer gene though. wan the fotos!!! ahhh... its damn nice nohhs. hahas. so mani fotos. veh gao xiao. all eht videos oso. hees. =) i love you =)
-edit. some fotos of the chalet updated. hopefully dere'll b more. lols. go check it out.
o511o3
7.o4pm
//yann'
//wivout you im nothing. i love you *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths o2daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
went to skool fer INmagine meetin. hmmms. veh glad im in INmagine. soo kool~ hahas. okaes. went out todae. walked and walked. tired. =xxx *yawns* lols. anw todae's e 1n0v!!! lols. xiu shld noe wad im tokin bout. im goin ard tellin everyone its 1n0v!!! lols. paisehs larh. todae's the 1st yr for xiu and mi's pact since year 2002. we hav 9 more years to go =) *hees. INmagine's kool. cant sae anithing less bout dat. -grins-
o111o3
1o.17pm
//yann'
//wivout you im nothing. i love you *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'2mths 29daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
