Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

y cant my parents jus stop fighting. one "stupid men" another "stupid women". y cant e both of u jus yi ren rang yi bu. ='( i dunwan to live in a hse wiv ppl shouting at each other all dae round. =xxx i DUNWAN!!!
i noe i havent been myself lately. i can feel it. esp at nite. i seem to throw a tantrum. wishing my sis wld wake up and jus ask "gurll are you okae?" mabbe den i wld tell her yea im okae. but i can sae now. nopes im not. i darnoe y too. i jus cant figure dat out. sometyms at nite. i lay on my bed jus crying. i darnoe y too. but i feel so weird inside. and cry and scream at myself. scoldin myself to grow up and jus stop kickin up a fuss. but even still does anione hear mi? no. onli i hear myself in e silence of e nite. no one except God noes wad im thinkin. i wish He cld speak to mi. let mi noe wad im thinkin and den i can slove it or smth. instead of mi screamin at myself every nite to stop it. it aint workin i can tell you. it aint workin. i dun think ive got ani wish fer to tell anione. cos i dunwan anione to worrie bout mi. i guess ive caused enuff worries. and ive got enuff worries. everything and anything worries mi now. doesnt matter if it concerns mi anot. it worries mi. mi. *i hope hueva chances upon dis. wldnt worrie fer mi. lyk im worrie fer em* -prays-
im sillie. i concluded dat at e end of dis entry. im sillie. jus plain sillie. a sillie gurll lovin a guy lots. worrying bout everything and anything dat goes thru her head. jus a plain sillie gurll. worrying too much. too too much.

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//yann'

  wivout you im nothing. i love you. *hearts

_[g]ab.dear -*+'3mths 23daes+' - _[y]ann'

let your heart out.

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