Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
im tired. darnoe wad else to write. i havent reallie been me todae. so yeahhs. went to skl fer chem lesson den pei xuanz cos she go xb hse pass him stuff. den i went along wiv minz b extra. hmmms. den talked to each other larh at the park. so minz and i landed up swinging on the swing and walkin milo around the park. gosh. he's reallie reallie kewt i hafta sae. hmmms. went xuanz hse. the drilling frm nxt door was so loud it was deafening. *screams*. stayed at xuanz's hse till 6plus. den my mom came to pick mi up. had dinner wiv her den yupys here i am home at last. i am tired. im reallie realie tired. sighs. i havent been myself too. hav been reallie tempremental. hav mood swings and all. think i suck. sighs. oh well. -shrugs- thankx lotsa xuanz fer letting mi camp at ur hse two days in a row =) *grins
31o1o4
o954pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 28daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
it a fridae. *weets. lols. finished all the crappy tests dis wk and hav two nxt wk and dats it till common test. *screams*. lols. anw. todae is colin's bdae. happie bdae kor...!. lols. saw clement and wei wei chasing him ard the canteen dis morning. all look lyk small boys. hahas. jialad-ed. lols. kor. 16 le lehhs. weii. lols. okaes. pe. capt ball. hahas. aft skl helped xuanz wiv her gz stuff den we went to town. i happily koped yianling's ringtones frm her fone. hahas *weets*. lols. aft dat went to xuanz hse. i kinda straightened my hair using the hair straightening cream. its not reallie straight. but its betta den the old curly curly one. thankx lotsa ger *hees* =) and yupys. reached home not long ago. thankx dear fer sending mi home todae. appreciate it lots. thankx lotsa. =) anws. hav chem prac tml. *screams* at least think its chem prac cos we'll b having chem lesson in the lab. ah huhs ah huhs. o745am. craazie...!!! lols. mrs foo. oh well -shrugs-. qiii. my sis. do take care of ur health okae. to him. you too...! mwahhx. hugs. loveyou =)
3oo1o4
1128pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 27daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
all i wanna sae is happie bdae to kexin and poh yee...! =) lols. love kexin's present. the two nice bears *weets* so sweet. lols. got music. den the cheeks got light one. hahas. anws. yeahh. happie bdae. =) lols. yeahhs. ehhs. maths test? lit test? screwed up both. yeahhs. hav chi test and social test tml. but havent started studying *pulls hair* oh well -shrugs- well yeahh. hav got quite abit of stuff to sae to each individual now. but ehhs. yeahhs. i darnoe. oh well. to all the peeps takin at least chi test tml. all e best. take cares yeah? *hugs* and yeahhs. congrats to nh bball fer trashing boon lay sec =P *winks* lols. jiayous jiayous. tml against yiss =)
29o1o4
o7o4pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 26daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
it didnt rain ytd nite. but it rained on mi. for the first tym ytd nite. i bow down on my knees and prayed reallie hard. prayed bout everything dat was goin on in my life. everything related to me and everything in my life. i prayed so hard i cried. i kinda realised that dere were so mani things that we're in my life that is reallie impt to mi. you. my family. my fwens. my grades. how ppl look and judge mi. the list goes on and on. all i had to sae was "dear father..." and i started crying alreadi. ive got no idea y. but i cried. cried real hard. i alwaes seem to cry whenever i pray or whenever i speak of things concerning God that are close to my heart. personal. God made me feel the importance of all the things that happened. is happening. will happen in the past. i darnoe y im writing it all here but i guess i dunwan to keep it to myself and i darnoe how to tell anyone bout it wivout crying again (i dunwan to).
you mean so much to me. i hate the feeling i have whenever i think about losing you. i darnoe y sometyms at nite when i lie on my bed. i think bout all the 'ifs' dat might happen. i noe im being reallie sillie. and im reallie reallie sorry to think bout all dat. i love you so much. i dunwan to ever lose you. im jus being reallie realllie sillie. its not dat i dont believe dat our relationship wld last forever. but sometyms i do think. i do worry. im sorry dear.
*i tawt i alreadi knew what i was goin to write. until i sat down infront of my com and realised dat my tawts weren't dat ez to put it down into words =xxx *
27o1o4
o8o1pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 24daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
hmmms. its e end of e hols. *screams* hav hw to b done but lols. havent touched any yet. was suppose to do my hw jus now. but happily larh. lay dere on my bed. and yeahh kinda fell aslp -yawns- lols. okaes. apologies. am sounding so sians. hmmms. darnoe wad to sae. hahas. ytd went to angela and ziluo's hse. lols. damn farnie. pretty fun too =) lols. anws. hav gotta go do my work but aiyas. hu care *bleahh* =P take cares all. its been rainin e past few daes and its brrr. cold!
i miss you lyk craazie. the weather so cold so chilly. makes mi think bout u more and more. makes mi miss you more and more. how i wish i cld hav u by my side. sighs. i love dis kinda weather. but i hate how its makin mi feel. how much its makin mi miss you. sighs
25o1o4
o43opm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 22daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
todae's e first dae of cny...! happie new yr to all. hmmms. bout todae. lols. cut the story short. lols. i plaed tennis wiv my cousins in the midd of a bball court. lols. *i suck at tennis larh* lols. den we plaed black sheep white sheep and the niu nai game. hahas. almost died laughing. lols. i almost split my skirt while running fer e tennis ball too. lols. damnn sia sway. lols. oh yah. my cousins frm rj and jj tawt us mass dance. hahas. and we were dancing mass dance lyk in the midd of nowhere. in the bedroom. on the bed everywhere. lols. gd wae to cut down on the amt of weight being put on. hahas. damnn funni. *mash potatoes* lols. as everyone can see im a lil' high now. lols. anws. legs are aching frm all the walkin done and all. take cares yea? happie new yr...! 4/9erz. chiong the hw mann. hahas. =P *winks*
22o1o4
1oo3pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 19daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
simply. lazy to type. =xxx enjoy the cny :)
2oo1o4
o9o2pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 17daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
hmmms. its a s u n d a e... church todae was hmmms. gdd. pastor dan. lols. he alwaes makes sermon so nice. lols. wiv all his lame jokes and stuff. lols. okaes. hmmms. cell. am in the same cell as renita and ailing and lotsa sec1 gurlls. lols. yupys. kinda kool though. lols. its fun. :) hav a maths test tml. hav lotsa hw to finish. hav no idea how im gonna do finish. hav no idea how im gonna study fer my test too. but oh well. dun care. dunwan care bout the 3bk reviews dat howard wants. best is she doesnt come on tues. den hav 3periods wiv malian. den veh ez to escape all the language lessons thingy. =xxx oh wells. take cares all. cny is dis wk :) *grinz* aint everyone glad? lols.
__dear.dere's no sorrys needed okaes? i understand it totally. i do admit i was angry at first and im reallie sorry. i noe its reallie unreasonable of mi to b angry wiv u instead of understandin the situation dat u were in. my total apologies. u dun hafta feel bad at all. cos it aint ur fault. and im not blaming u in ani wae. i guess im jus upset wiv myself. fer getting angry instead understanding. im sorry __hugs. sorry
18o1o4
o655pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 15daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
its a s a t u r d a e...!!! lols. oh okaes. hmmms. am at home. accident prone mi hurt my leg and yeahh butt and leg hurts. lols. bth myself. oh well. accident prone. anws. got tonnes of hw to finish. wonder how im gonna finish it all mann *gosh -shrugs shouders and shakes head- oh wells. everyone enjoy their saturdae... 4/9erz jiayous on the hw. happie pia-ing =P
17o1o4
1251pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 14daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
its a f r i d a e... *weets* everyone shld get their butts off their chairs and start partying and start dancing. lols. okaes im ehhs. inmagining things. lols. we cant do so esp since cos skool has jus began. sadd. hmmms. dis wk seemed to hav passed reallie slowli. mabbe its cos of the change of the time table. lyk the old one betta. tym passes so quickly and i enjoy the lessons more and can pay more attention in klass *screams* lols. oh okaes. hav tonnes and tonnes of hw dis weekend. darnoe how in the world im gonna finish it oso -bleahh- oh well. take cares all *hugs* new yr's nxt wk. cant wait. holidaes. tym off skool *weets*
16o1o4
o831pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 13daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
*ouch. on my butt and literally mean it. -gosh- shakes head and shrugs shoulders.
15o1o4
1o15pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 12daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
hmms. the news reported 25 cases of food poisoning. hmmms dats all? i dun think so lorh. 25 reported cases reported in skool? yeahhs. more lyk it i think. hmmms. i din reallie go listen to the news so dun reallie noe wads goin on. lols. oh well. guess lotsa ppl were absent frm skool todae. ah huhs ah huhs. everyone take cares yea. dis matter is getting blown over proportion. hmmms. most of the graduated seniors all noe bout it. all thankx to the newspapers and the news reports on the news. *pengz* lyk got food poisoning case veh gdd lykdat. so pai sehs mann. throw skool face onli =xxx oh wells. skool todae was. hmmms. i darnoe? xuanz and i are pretty afraid of eating skool food now. so its. ehhs. no more skool cooked food fer us. as long as we can. its back to bread and sandwiches fer recess or lunch. take cares all *hugs*
13o1o4
o821pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 1odaes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
skool has a case of food poisoning. bad enuf i ate the sae stuff dats causing everyone to feel sick. neo went home earlier. at least 15 ppl went home earlie todae all thankx to the spag. =xxx *gosh. we;re considered the "sick" ppl but we still managed to help the sjab carry a gurll on the stretcher to the sick bay to the ground floor using the lift dat is. but it was hard work okae. lols. power rite? lols. hahas. i darnoe wad else to sae. am suppose to b doin lit on the com but am reallie tired. am feeling abit unwell too. oh well. all the nhrians. hu ate the same stuff i did todae. take cares yea. *hugs*
12o1o4
o612pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths o9daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
am finding it pretty difficult typing dis entry. my com's close to being totally screwed. so im using my sis's labtop to type dis. its kinda kool actually. but havent reallie gotten used to it yet. =xxx oh wells. hmmms. darnoe wad to sae. jus came back frm tuition. my tuition mate and teacher was makin i darnoe wad kinda remarks bout chrisitianity and him thinkin dat its all a gimmick. =xxx i reallie darnoe wad else to sae. afterall he drives mi up the wall. gets mi all madd. its reallie irritating okae. reallie realle irritating. *gosh. sighs. okaes. no comments shall b made. anws still hav hw which has to be handed in tml. but i still havent moved a finger on it yet. sighs. stress. oh well -shrugs- cca extravangza was ytd. sang till ive totally am jus so beat. so tired. sighs. darnoe y im sighing so much oso. guess cos my mom is in the background quarreling wiv my grand dad. yupys i guess mabbe dats y. ah huhs. enjoy typing all the rubbish im feeling on the blog. oh yeah. service todae was reallie hmmms. i darnoe how to describe dat feeling. but yeahhs. the sec1 party thingy was kool. lols. went dere fer an hour. and hmmms. totally plaed lyk craazie. wad can i sae? hmmms. ailing's cluster is jus waeeee kool. hahas. boo and josco if u c dis. dun go egoistic on mi yeahh? hahas *winks* anws. take cares all. i'll c e 4/9erz in skool tml. and *scream* we gotta go back to skool tml again. hahas =P a bigg bigg apology to my lame entry.
11o1o4
o6o1pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths o8daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
hmmms. wad can i sae. skool dis whole wk has been reallie tiring. everydae till 245 xcept wed which is suppose to end at 1.4o but actually finishes at 2pm. rubbish? rubbish. hmmms. jus wanted to sae dat we made her cry again todae. e 3rd tym in 1over yr. and e 1st tym in the new yr of 2oo4. sadd i guess. guess sometyms we're reallie too much rite? she's reallie poor thing sumtyms. at e wae she gets bullied by us. =xxx oh well. guess i feel a lil' sorry for makin her cry. she's nice but naggy alrite. oh well -shrugs-
o9o1o4
o958pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths o6daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
skool's reallie tensing although it has onli been lyk e 5th dae. *screams* hav lotsa hw frm lyk all the teachers. too much too much. *pulls hair* oh well. dL's drivin mi nuts alwaes plaeing wiv my toys. =xxx and yeahhs. darnoe wads up wiv some ppl lately too -shrugs- i dun think i hafta put up wiv such things rite? take cares all __hugs
o7o1o4
o436pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths o4daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
just came back from sermon and cell. spent 4and1/2 hrs in church todae. kinda one of my longest in all the while ive been in church. hmmms. ive been attending sjsm for about 4mths now. yuppps. sermon todae was reallie smth had struck mi reallie hard. pastor ian was talkin bout supporting one another and spurring one another thru christ. pastor ian wanted ppl to share their stories bout ppl supporting them and spurring them on. and yeahhs. two michelles shared their stories. jenette did too. i guess i can reallie relate to wad jeanette had said. she said she wanted to join camp comm cos she wanted to find lyk the feeling of belonging in sjsm. smth dat she was searching for all the tym she was in sjsm. pratically her whole life. she said dat everyone needs a social life even in church. yeahh we hav fwens. but we nid close fwens. ppl to encourage u to attend church every sundae. nid ppl dere so dat u wont feel left out and wont feel dat u wouldnt want to attend serivce. yeahh. i guess dats how i feel. esp since my sis is leavin reallie soon to study. and it wouldnt be till 6yrs later dat she'll b back. cell was on todae at basc. gen wasnt dere so siew lin (think dats how u spell her name) led cell. we talked bout our relationship wiv God and what our relationship with God is based on. yeahhs. i guess i shared my view and kinda related it to jeanette. as usual i cried. i guess im reallie emotional when it comes to talkin bout my personal relationship wiv God. things pertaining to God. yeahhs. i guess dats it. glad i attended cell todae. at least i noe whr im heading wiv God. and even if i dont. i noe dat i gotta think about it and head the right direction. starting this new yr on the right foot. yupps =)
o4o1o4
o241pm
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths o1daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
ytd was the first dae of skool. but yupps had no lessons. cos we landed up doin some class admin stuff and plaein absolutely lame games lyk "bingo ur wae round nanhua". <-- plaed it in sec1... =xxx inmagine upper sec ppl running round skool. =xxx oh well. we din run aniwae. hahas. was walkin all e wae. lols. skool ended at lyk 1pm fer the sec1s... *screams* unfair... we finished skool at 2pm! skool's gonna end at 245pm from mondae onwards. xcept for wednesdats which darnoe ends at wad tym. *pulls hair* everydae is a long dae... and our klassroom is on the 5th floor. makes things even worst... =xxx *screams* oh well. -shrugs- anws. got caught by mrs tan fer my uniform ytd. it was the first dae of skool and i got caught and it was after skool dat i got caught summore. sway rite?! i figured. -shrugs- ahhhh... think abit siao alreadi. lols. ytd was the first dae onli i siao siao alreadi. hahas. anws. take cares all __hugs.
dear__"dearie... its our 5ive mths being 2gether =) loveyou lots. hees. mwahhx. take gd care of urself. dun fall sick. =) *grins*
o3o1o4
11o8am
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths oodaes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
happie new yr all...!!! hope all your wishes wld come true =) watched skool of rock ytd wiv john and joel and dear. lols. damnn farnie show. laugh till wanna pengz. =P hahas. but sadd larh. missed the 1st part of it cos we went in late. hees. lols. anws went fer convenant service at acs i ytd. hmmms. wad cld i sae. *sweet* lols. went to town aft service. walked ard. saw wei wei. kah teng. and kel ley. stupid kah teng. lols. anws. the streets in town were filled wiv indians. and i mean lyk not sg indians but indian foreign workers dat kinda thing. *screams* omg...!!! =xxx dey were so damnn irritating okae..?! each having in hand a spray can. den spraying at you when u walk pass...! gosh! irritating idiots. i was on the streets for less den 5mins and i heard lyk more than 1o vulgarities comin out of ppl's mouths. bleahh. no thankx to those indians. think lotsa ppl gonna turn reallie reallie racists...! =xxx omg...! someone hu i havent toked to in 1and a half years jus wished mi happie new yr. omg...! one of my new yr and xmas wishes... praise the Lord...! anws. God bless yea all. =) __hugs
dL. and yeahhs. hahas. hw can eat one lorh. damnn nice to eat oso. smth damnn yummy fer us to eat. =P hahas. cyas in skool. lols.
o1o1o4
1145am
//yann'
you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts
[g]ab.dear -*+'4mths 29daes+' - [y]ann'
let your heart out.
