Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

it didnt rain ytd nite. but it rained on mi. for the first tym ytd nite. i bow down on my knees and prayed reallie hard. prayed bout everything dat was goin on in my life. everything related to me and everything in my life. i prayed so hard i cried. i kinda realised that dere were so mani things that we're in my life that is reallie impt to mi. you. my family. my fwens. my grades. how ppl look and judge mi. the list goes on and on. all i had to sae was "dear father..." and i started crying alreadi. ive got no idea y. but i cried. cried real hard. i alwaes seem to cry whenever i pray or whenever i speak of things concerning God that are close to my heart. personal. God made me feel the importance of all the things that happened. is happening. will happen in the past. i darnoe y im writing it all here but i guess i dunwan to keep it to myself and i darnoe how to tell anyone bout it wivout crying again (i dunwan to).
you mean so much to me. i hate the feeling i have whenever i think about losing you. i darnoe y sometyms at nite when i lie on my bed. i think bout all the 'ifs' dat might happen. i noe im being reallie sillie. and im reallie reallie sorry to think bout all dat. i love you so much. i dunwan to ever lose you. im jus being reallie realllie sillie. its not dat i dont believe dat our relationship wld last forever. but sometyms i do think. i do worry. im sorry dear.
*i tawt i alreadi knew what i was goin to write. until i sat down infront of my com and realised dat my tawts weren't dat ez to put it down into words =xxx *

27o1o4
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//yann'

  you're aLL i'LL ever need. i love you. *hearts

_[g]ab.dear -*+'5mths 24daes+' - _[y]ann'

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