run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

. ` r a m b l i n g s * . .
my head is hurting.
im dying from suffocation.
o7oopm is my fcuking curfew
it seems as though im back to being a primary skool student
mabbe i shld b a primary skool student
head hurts
its killing mi
isolation rulez...
dont want to come home at o7oopm
i refuse!!!
no matter wad i need a break!
whether anyone understands that or not
I DONT CARE!!!

imagine a girl behind a cage
im dat gurll
and dey're that cage
it sux!`
you all hav no reason to bluff her im first
yeahs. first \from behind!
make her all disappointed after that
dere's no reason for you all to lie!
mabbe ure ashamed of mi
but so wad?!
i am me.
and this is who i am!

i feel so fake \behind this smile ((:

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s 28 d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

. ` r a m b l i n g s * . .
hmmms. hav been reading "im king of the castle" and i totally cant understand y helena kingshaw's alwaes in green. her best suit. her bangles or smth? lit students!!!` help? yeahs. HELP!!! _*subtext

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s 27 d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

. ` r a m b l i n g s * . .
okaes. got my report book todae. *weee. im last. no one's gonna beat my record and b last again =xxx oh wells. failed 5 outta 7 subs. oh well all e subs i failed i got an e8 except for one i got a d7. yupps. so its 1 c5, 1 c6, 4 d7 and 1 e8 *sighs. nv got nth to sae. lotsa 4o smth marks. hmmms. cried in front of ms ng. mann` dat was humiliating? i darnoe? can u use dat word? i darnoe =xxx oh wells. jus gotta work harder i guess. lai yanyi. jiayous bah =xxx

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s 26 d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

. ` r a m b l i n g s * . .
ponned skl todae *weee. had fun sleepin in mans. hahas. slept till 8plus. mann dat was gd!` hahas (: *winks. hahas. anws. hafta go skl fer ptc tml. hope my resluts wld b o k a e =xxx oh wells. take cares all *hugs.

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s 25 d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

. ` r a m b l i n g s * . .
havent blogged in awhile. i guess its cos my sis has been hoggin on to e com cos of her gunbound =xxx oh wells. okaes. jus wanted to sae I HATE DAT B*TCH!!!` stop diao-in my fwens and mi. ure sec1. not sec5. nth close to being older den us. so jus FCUK OFF!` dun ACT chio. cos ure NOT!` *arghs. sec1s. one of dese daes as neo saes "pull her by her pigtails and throw her down frm the 5th flour" *arghs. someone pls do dat soon!!!`

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s 23 d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

. ` r a m b l i n g s * . .
hmmms. todae was considered the hopeful dae. but ehhs. yeahs. got back 4 papers. failed 2. sighs. chinese and history. sighs. horrible. terrible... *arghs. oh wells. disappointing. upset =xxx tml is reallie dooms dae. 5 more papers if im not wrg. think gonna fail all of em *sighs. as e guys sae "put gold coin at the eye" lols. lame rite? hahas. but yeahs. it means to die larh. simply. hahas. yeahs. oh well. -shrugs- dooms dae *rolls eyes*
felt so sillie. crying on the bus. wiv lotsa ppl lookin at mi *sighs

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s 16 d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

. ` r a m b l i n g s * . .
the exams are finally over! the long awaited dae has finally arrived *weets. but oh well. dooms dae is tml. ah huhs. gonna get back my results `screams =xxx oh wells -shrugs- i'll report my results tml *bleahh =xxx good luck to all
^{it pains to see you that way ='(}

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s 15 d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

::black and white::
okaes hmmms. finally gotten thru dis one terrible week of exams. glad this week's finally over. the weather's been terrible terrible. mabbe explains all my mood swingys. but *lemmie think* the onli mood swingy ive had all week is todae. yupps. losing control of my own feelings. and it aint gd. the feelin todae aint gd. yupps. moody. crappy. shitty. yupps. got it all. gonna starve myself to make myself feel betta. feel pretty stupid doin dat. but hu cares. oh well. hmmmms. the papers dis whole wk were killer papers. crappy. jus wanna pass em all if possible. but dats. so so impossible to do. hmmms. oh well -shrugs- sorry to all e ppl ive pissed off todae. apologies. its best to stay awae frm mi todae. am crying again. dats so so rubbish *arghs. dun understand myself. oh well -shrugs- pms-ey? but i tawt i jus finished? siao. oh well. oh yahs. yiting mummi. let mi noe how u r okae? ddear pls keep mi updated b4 i go kill all e irresposible bastards dat i noe. including dat irresponsible bastard! *arghs. oh well. hav 2 more papers nxt wk. lit and sci paper1. cant wait fer em to b over and done
- w a i t i n g * - w a i t i n g *

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s 11 d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

::black and white::

this is how we overcome
your light broke through my night
restored exceeding joy
your grace fell like the rain
and made this desert live
you have turned my mourning into dancing
you have turned my sorrow into joy
your hand lifted me up
i stand on higher ground
your praise rose in my heart
and made this valley sing
this is how we overcome...

this song makes mi reallie happie. reallie glad dat i noe God =) the exams are getting to mi. im s t r e s s e d. veh s t r e s s e d. does crying help to destress? cos im doin so now... =(
feeling reallie vunerable lately. hmmms. vunerable to wounds. cuts. hurt. tears and pain? yeahs. not dat im gonna do anithing to myself. but i feel it comin. that feeling...

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s o4 d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

::black and white::
the e x a m s are coming *whines. -dreads- all e best yahs all!!! mus pia hard hard 4nine`ers too. show all e crappy teachers hu look down on us!! dat ma lian! *pukes* all e best to all!!! jiayous yahs? but dun stress dun stress `although i noe its reallie hard not to *will blog again when im slackin or when e exams are over. take cares all *hugs

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s o2 d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

::black and white::
* a l w a e s [ o 3 o 8 o 3 ] f o r e v e r * =) i t s b e e n n i n e m o n t h s . * w e e t s . h e e s . * h e a r t s y o n g y u a n s =) m w a h h x `

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

^{[ g ] a b d e a r} -*+'o9 m o n t h s oo d a y s+' - ^{[ y ] a n n '}

let your heart out.

::black and white::
havent blogged in a lil` while. lazy *grins. lols. hmmms. ponn-ed skl ytd. gotta write parent's letter so dat mondae e ma lian wont cock so much. exams are ard e corner. jiayous all. too much work to study and revise in a short period of tym *stress arh. lols. oh well. i still think ms loke sux. oh mann` dat b*tch. hahas. oh well. take cares all. all e best fer e exams too guys. jiayous 4nine`ers!
^{dear can i tell u smth? somehow i think she still likes you? gsatberlileal <-- figure dis out and u'll noe wad i mean. i guess it bothers mi? a bit. jus a teeny weeny bit` *emotionally =xxx sorrys}

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[yanns*]
||4nine||

i love you. *hearts

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let your heart out.

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