Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
its been an awfully long tym since the last tym i blogged. c'm0n. u gotta pardon me rite? well. today was kinda the last dae of SERVE`o5. different groups are setting out for missions to different locations on different days. i dont get to go. yeahhs. i dont. it was jus difficult for me to blend into the picture with everyone all worried and praying hard for their missions prep yet dere i was sitting ard jus praying for them, but i did not feel the closeness and the relationship that it had to me. i wanted to go so badly. i wanted to do something for God with the team. but yeahhs. i couldnt. im praying every min every sec for every single person that's goin out dere to the fields on mon and on tues. i can sense their worries for their o/a level results as it comes out while they are on the fields. the mixed emotions and the tension that was felt in the room today was terrifying. it caused many to weep. caused many to feel worried and think about all their burdens and worries. im praying hard for you guys. trust me on that. im not sure if im being called to do local missions as they are gone for the week. i'll pray about it and hopefully i'll know by tml morning. i need someone to reassure me that what im doing is for God's glory and to do His works. i need to find my purpose in life.
let your heart out.