run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

...written at 11:31am...

i am sitting in the office
staring at the square box infront of me
my eyes wondered around
and i started to wonder
how it would be to live in an upside down world;
where the lights were on the floor,
the aircon too.
how would people respond to that?
how would the change cause a change in them?

i laid upside down on my bed the other day
it came to my notice that my bedroom ceiling had marks on them [besides my glo-n-the-dark butterflies, seashells and stars]
it kinda resembled my wooden floor.
i was amazed that i hadn't noticed them till now
i always lay on my bed and stared at the ceiling
but i never noticed!
at that point of time, it felt as though my ceiling was my floor and my floor, the ceiling.
i wondered how it would feel to walk on the ceiling instead of on the floor.
the feeling of floating in midd air?
or simply the feeling of amazement and awe?

life is full of amazing things i'll say
who ever heard of a pigeon climbing steps of stairs?
well
just this morning i saw a pigeon climb [or should i say hop] up 3 steps of stairs
it made me smile (:
i saw a crow pecking on a styrofoam box to get food
aint it smart?
it made me smile (:
i saw the sky full of white fluffy clouds that looked exactly like cotton candy
that made me smile too (:

i feel that life is indeed very fragile
and the fact that God is giving me the chance enjoy and marvel at all his creations
that makes me smile (:
im smiling (:

im treasuring life!
every moment of it!
living each dae as though im dying
listen to the song "live like you were dying" - Tim McGraw
it changed my perception of life
keep on smiling! (:

let your heart out.

God placed an unsharpened blade infront of me
i tried killing myself
but failed.
im suicidal
wee...
watch me as i make a difference and a change in everyone's lives
after i die

let your heart out.

i am __ that close.
to killing myself
the tawts of the not-so-innocent.
are very tempting
.temptation overwhelms.

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yasynamsaebyam
rehtegotebottnaemtoner'ew}

let your heart out.

why is it that everytime you have a problem you run away. you tend just to go MISSING. you DISAPPEAR!. damnn. so im not gd enough for you to share with that you hafta disappear. even better. you dont reply me. hahas. well. congrats. i enjoy it ALOT. carry on!. and yes. its EXACTLY and i mean EXACTLY like my dream. thankiew veh much for always putting me thru that

let your heart out.

lunch break
lunch break means sitting infront of the comm and munching on my lunch
~~bored stiff~~
oh wells. glad that at least half a day of work is over.
have bout 3 or 4 more hrs
that shld be pretty quick
if i have stuff to do that is
oh wells
anws. todae's uncle leow's birthday. so dont forget to wish his happie birthday if happen to meet him or msg him (:
happie birthday uncle leow!

let your heart out.

im bored
im bored
im bored

let your heart out.

!lunch time!

*wee... half a day has gone by in the office
milk bread and a banana for lunch *yumms
hahas. cant wait till 5.15pm! *dreams* hahas
oh yes. check out my weird dream.
hahas. okays. actually i dun reallie feel like typing it all down
its too weird!
hahas. oh wells. back to munching on my bread.
cheerios (:
*winkies
anws.
happie birthday to andrew! (:

let your heart out.

wish we could be together 24/7
wish you could be around 24/7
wish we had all the time in the world wiv each other
wad alot of wishes
im jus wishing
i know...
im dreaming
*sighs

let your heart out.

np. ech
im pretty happy (:
God has called me to take care of his little children?
his lil children in the future?
where you guys goin?
:( happy? (:

let your heart out.

i am tired
todae was my 1st dae of work
my workplace's at tuas
i have been having sleepless nights
im tired
-dreads-

let your heart out.

damnn. staying at home on sat
waiting for YOU
is jus a damn blardie test of my
PATIENCE
damnn. i dont even noe how much of this sh*t i can take
damn
fcuk!
damnn. it feels like im waiting like a

f00l

*** im glad my blog's black. it gives me the chance to rant/scream/shout/curse and swear without anyone knowing what it is ((: ***

let your heart out.

honeydew and banana wiv a drizzle of maple syrup for lunch *yumms
~~ihopeieatandieatanddieoffat *yumms~~

let your heart out.

-shrugs-
i darnoe?
=(
ihopeieatandidieoffat *yumms
~~sothisislove?~~

let your heart out.

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our trip to sentosa (: hees

let your heart out.

iloveyouu

let your heart out.

the reality hit mi real hard this morning
maybe alwaes .o3o8o3. forever wont be vaild anymore
no more alwaes and forever?
i darnoe?
*confused and hurt
yes i deserve it
laugh at me. its okay
cm0n people. laugh!
well. i have no idea what im gonna do wiv my wasted life
~~inebriated~~

let your heart out.

"blame it on the weather man"
wouldnt that be realli
unfair?!
well
-shrugs
i feel a lil tired
a lil hurt
a lil numb
~~terrible~~
~~just terrible~~
sighs*
*screams* xx*censored*xx *screams*

let your heart out.

ngee ann
business studies
please please please

let your heart out.

stupid moe webby.
jae link alwaes busy or temp. unavail.
Damnn its dumb
*sticks out tongue*

let your heart out.

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