run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

_x yanns
i had so much fun at work today
the 5hours passed awfully fast (:

its one of the rare days i enjoy the company i have at work
the buzz
and the rush
today,
the slow paced life
wasnt that appealing

sorry to xavier who cut his hand
not the irritating xavier
the kitchen xavier!
he's super slow you gotta admit (its his first few times in the kitchen) =x
because he was too slow
the customers had to wait awfully long for their orders.
he landed up becoming the aunite (washing auntie that is) for his entire shift
until that is he crashed into ian with a tray full of cups,
breaking them, cutting himself and had to leave.
poor thing!

oh yes. hansheng (BOSS) was awfully chatty today
commented on everything
lols. the customers
the staff
me
the ice cream
the kitchen
everything!
lols.
he's chattiness made time pass awfully fast though
made me smile and laugh
lols.
i realise that shifts pass faster with suria and siti around
suria especially. that crazy girl! lols (:

well. chinese new year's tomorrow!
or should i say a couple of hours away
gotta hafta finish up with my ASSignements really soon
sighs. no time!!!
looking forward to tues nite's drinking session
and saturday morning's tanning session!!!
relaxation to the extreme!!!
cant wait!

once again
happy new year to all!
youu guys are much loved (:

tricky: bro! got your voice back? tkcares yahs? (: loved

let your heart out.

_x yanns
i cant believe how much she still actually bothers me
i am such a saddist =x
well.
cny is here.
so happy cny to everyone out there
and happy hols to ppl like my dearest sya! lols
ASSignments are piling up
and yeahhs.
cant take it anymore
cant breathe!

everything seems t b going wrong
i dont know what things
but just simply everything
well. at least everything within
*sighs
save me from the loser im becoming
save me from the person i so dont want t be

i lack sleep
i lack self confidence
i lack you
i lack me
i lack drinking
i lack getting all f-ing pissed drunk
i lack tears
i lack crying
i dont know what i lack

im jus some f-ed up attention seeker
as usual!

qii: heyys my sis. thankyouu *huggs. i know you're always around. ILOVEYOU too! (: you must be so so happy that he's finally back (: *grins.

for i hang onto every word you say

let your heart out.

_x yanns :: lost within

youu know what? i have no idea what i want
i dont understand myself
i dont understand youu
i dont understand anyone
maybe its time i step outta EVERYONE's way!

severe depression symptoms heading my way
killer tea allergies!

please be very gentle with me
am broken
am bruised
serious mending required

let your heart out.

ive become comfortably numb.
all the unending amounts of assignments
all the sleepless nights
am so tired!!!
i look like the world's largest panda
or at least. close!
hahas. oh wells
im glad that the two busy weeks are finally toning down
but... there's still tons left to be done
coffee coffee coffee!!!
its tea tea tea actually
too much caffine!
im breaking out with rashes!
hahas. iitchin all over

am waiting for my well deserved rest.
cant wait till it finally arrives

AND *truly. iignorance is bliss (:

let your heart out.

im blogging at this hour. and this simply means this is what i nid!!! --->>> a tall venti hazelnut latte would b t die for at this hour!!! ahh!!! okays. fp's running record's killing all my brain cells and so is this dumb ppcm quiz in a lil over 6 and a half hours. lets see how long i can stay awake without falling aslp; considering that i almost did at 01.59 AM. hahas. ahh!! STARBUCKS! *craves* lols

let your heart out.

ii am feeling... (:
*un-spoken words*
non expressable by words
but...
im fine!

handling the huge amounts
of emotional stress
the pressure i have on myself is immensely painful
but yupps.
am fine ((:

let your heart out.

guess its tym for me t keep everything t myself
for everything i say or do
is wrong and not gd enough
in everyone's eyes

one day i'll learn
t rely on myself
and t talk t myself
and cry t myself
and make friends with myself
and be by myself

for i bring nth but misery and pain
t everyone else
i shld jus keep my misery and pain
t myself
why make every suffer with me?!
selfish bitch
iinsiigniifiicantly me

let your heart out.

*un-spoken* words
there's so much within me i wanna spill
but there's no one around for me to talk to
no one online
everyone's jus so busy
oh well. ech is jus a super busy course!
am looking forward to going shopping w the babes tml
hope it takes all this shit away
cant tym jus pass faster
and the night become "older"

for the many *un-spoken* words within;
i weep

let your heart out.

*un-spoken words*
cos its all felt within
im feeling fine (:
just fine (:

happy new year t all! (:

let your heart out.

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