x yanns
i cant believe how much she still actually bothers me
i am such a saddist =x
well.
cny is here.
so happy cny to everyone out there
and happy hols to ppl like my dearest sya! lols
ASSignments are piling up
and yeahhs.
cant take it anymore
cant breathe!
everything seems t b going wrong
i dont know what things
but just simply everything
well. at least everything within
*sighs
save me from the loser im becoming
save me from the person i so dont want t be
i lack sleep
i lack self confidence
i lack you
i lack me
i lack drinking
i lack getting all f-ing pissed drunk
i lack tears
i lack crying
i dont know what i lack
im jus some f-ed up attention seeker
as usual!
qii: heyys my sis. thankyouu *huggs. i know you're always around. ILOVEYOU too! (: you must be so so happy that he's finally back (: *grins.
for i hang onto every word you say
let your heart out.