run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

there's a major misunderstanding about the ritual.
people who self-multilate dont do it because they enjoy the pain
primarily they're in some sort of emotional pain
& its a substitute for that.
their brain releases beta-endorphins which trigger a kind of pseudo-euphoria.
so it becomes almost habitual or addictive

i internalize my pain
i dont express it
nor solve it

let your heart out.

last field practicum session
i miss my kids already
SAD ):
feels as though i just broke up with 25people
a piece of me is missing
all my little ones ):

let your heart out.

today's the 3rd day im heading t work
3days straight
m TIRED!
got 3 more days t go. including today that is
think work schedule wld probably be similiar t how it is this week
gotta work my ass off this 2 weeks
t probably ensure that i can tk 2weeks study break off working
&YAWNS!
so little sleep
its worse when i cant fall aslp in class
&i keep waking up at wee hours of the morning even tho i jus fell asleep or smth
AHHH!!!

let me roughly guess.
another 4 or 5 days next week?
hmmms. *YAWNS
ITA!!! ;BORING!
haas. its boring the crap outta me.
BOO!!!!

let your heart out.

--went to the centre.almost died.shall not blog bout it.
although i saw some1 who i tawt was absolutely cute.hehs ((: --

went for the dance floor's recording yesterday
AWESOME dancing melvin&sharon!!! ((:
hehs.

to start of the night
was the super bad weather; it kept pouring&pouring
then was the bus which took awfully long t come
then was the traffic; there were jams which i were caught in for like 1hr&15mins
MY BUTT HURT after that larh.haas.

when i finally reached alicia.hehs
we were late? but the cabby came soon after i reached
& we reached in less than 5mins
THANK GOD the show didnt start till much later. hehs
u know all these recording sh-it that takes so awfully long t start&end.lols

well.w all the melvin&sharon supporters, the studio was filled with red-coloured supporters ((:
there was so much screaming&clapping i was so deaf at the end of it.hehs
BABE! i had so much fun! ((:
thankyou for asking mi if i wanted t go ((:
it was such a big change compared t our boring routine of going t school&going home aft
you are AWESOME company!!!
hehs. LOVES!!! ((:

oooooh yes! JADE SIA IS ABSOUTELY GORGEOUS LARH!!!
hehs ((:

let your heart out.

havent blogged in a veh long time
its time for me t update a lil bout things
firstly happy 2007 to all!

hmmms.bout my hol t thailand
it stinked
was boring!
dunwan t go back there anytime soon
unless ure telling mi that company's gonna b great
if not,
find me somewhr else t go pls

work on newyear's eve was so much fun!
cleaning up was tiring
but we sure had fun after
all the games & drinking ((:
LOVED it ((; hehs

school has reopened
and we're in to the 2nd week out of the remaining 5weeks left of the sem
ahh!!!
so many things t do
so many assignments
too many preparations for the final FP assessment
too many assignments left to be handed up by week14
still have tests coming up ):
exams are coming too!!! ):
STRESSED! ):
ohwells.
haas.

loveyou guys
tkcares of ur health while we get through this period together
<3s

let your heart out.

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