& iinsiigniifiicantly me

2008-06-10T22:59:00.001+08:00

talk about a deadblog. hehsworks been tough. superwoman shiftspoor tips. shitloads to dopolitics. no payriseboo.melacholic

2008-01-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

its the final lap for school4 more weeks7 more projs2 presentationsi can do thiswe can do this

2007-11-04T16:28:00.000+08:00

school + work + minimal rest = routineplease insert the following to the routine: substantial rest time for assignments free time

2007-10-09T10:12:00.001+08:00

i hate bloggingi swear i rather rant it all to someone who's willing to listen to mei know everyone's busyso yesim bloggingschool next week = hellneed shoppingneed many nights spend drinking yummy paulaner beer (bottle or draught doesnt make a diff)need yummy carrotcake. the baked. not friedneed many hours spent hiding beneath my comfy blanket

2007-08-28T13:06:00.000+08:00

its been an awfully long time since i last bloggedno more entries on attachment blues nor troubles cos its all overbeen busy workinghavent stopped since 6aug2007. maybe only given myself 2days off since i last started work at the new placegood welfarenice peopleno politics YETits not perfectbut its good;besides it being pretty far from homeand the uniform makes it so darn warmplus the uncomfy

2007-08-04T20:23:00.001+08:00

she pierced

2007-07-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

i need and want it

2007-07-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

ive passed my final supervision (:wee wee wee... hehswent tanning yesterdaygot tanned (:or rather. slightly burnt. lolstanning session again on sunday!wee wee wee...where you're concernedit hurts having you so concerned bout me one weekand you treating me so cold the nexti know you're still hung up on heri wont bug youeven though i miss you (:-hugs-

2007-07-21T15:11:00.000+08:00

friday was spent NOT clubbingbut chilling w awesome company (:rocky's - bingo nydc - yummy cakelucky plaza - poolstarbucks at 12.30am ((:balcony for beer and $17 vodka jugs! ((:home at 5am!wee... (:monday's THE daysunday's gonna be another sleepless nighthope it doesnt rain tmli need t get tanned!im stressed

2007-07-11T17:42:00.000+08:00

how ironic this feeling of minei dont understandbut im feeling iti know i was the one who chose to let you goand all these aint suppose to bother mebut its keeping me up all nighti can feel you slipping through my fingerscos now you dont give a damn about me anymorei can feel you're happier;although still wasting your life awayand i feel im the one who's trying to stick to you (think cheapslut)

2007-07-02T18:14:00.000+08:00

week3 of attachmentgot 5more weeks to gowish me luck!im darn tired from the routinewaking up at 6.30catching the 7.40 busreaching the centre at 8.25punching out my card at 4.30yupps. its my routinemonday - fridayits wearing me outive been seen most at cine latelysitting. stoning. staring into space at rocky'sw darling and occasionally a couple othersconclusion? cine's a good place to people

2007-06-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

wed morning: flu's here too. DAMN!tues night:everyone's playing that gameyes darling. yes tian. the both of you know wt im talking aboutLOLS!ohwells.after the massive amounts of alcoholplus the unexpected alcohol patches which appeared for the first time last weekthis weekwe're abstaining from alcoholwe're not clubbing eitherhahahas. a week straight of alcohol of yanand that got her into alot of

2007-06-14T19:24:00.000+08:00

why does this girl always get herself into these kinda troubles?these kinda shitnow who in the right mind who want and love someone like her?stupid

2007-06-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

attachment of 7weeks starts tomorrowgoing to a childcare centre from 08.30-4.30 daily screams HELLoh mann. someone tell me how im gonna survive these 7weeksi do get my 2weeks semester break after 1week of attachmentBUT...!!! its back t HELL after 2weeks. BOO!!! clubbing and work is the first thing on my mindbut its suppose to be my last prioritysomeone cure this alcoholic medarn it. and come t

2007-05-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

yanns says:this heart's achingattachment'll keep me busyi wanna go work at arena!i dont want to go for attachment larh!!!she cut her hair again she wants another tattoo please

2007-05-23T16:14:00.000+08:00

she says:im alrightjust better off with the painneed some sedation; to keep the pain at baytears run down my cheeks; as i see your faceyou'll be alright. you just need to takecare of yourself alrights? tkcares love

2007-05-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

yanns says: she's tired let everyday be a wednesday or a friday she requires a permanent high she feels inferior this world is full of fakes

2007-05-06T14:08:00.000+08:00

did flagday for the special olympics yesterdayhad 3hours of sleep after work just to wake up and go for thiswas suppose to reach at 8ambut i was 15minutes lateSORRY JON!we had tons of funwhile doing the fundraiserit was awesome (:just some pictures of the crazinessMUCH LOVES!

2007-04-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

it was an awesome 19th birthday celebrationthanks to all the lovelies that made it possiblenisazanshereenjasonjohnbernardashleysasacrystalrussellvanvankristenjaniceyanpingyayaxiuxiumorniqueangeliaaliciasarahyvonneim sorry if ive missed out any names BUT thanks to all for making it such a wonderful 19th birthday! (:it was clubbing on wednesday with jason, john, zan, nisa, shereen, bernard&

2007-04-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

im back from auzzieland ((:but sickhahasthe ultimate return from my trip *grinnsall due to the ever changing and indecisive weatherthe trip was awesomei got to travel to someother part in auzzieland like into the wilderness which was 7hours drive away from melbournewas able to view the sky with no industrial lights as distractionscan you imagine the sky filled with starsyou could even see a

2007-04-08T19:12:00.000+08:00

Jesus, the servant king, taking human form, dying on the cross, not for the sins He had committed, but for yours&mine.OURS.happy easter! (: its day4 in auzzielandwent for a winery tour todaystarted at 9.30am auzzie time (2hours ahead of sg's time)visited 4 winerys& sampled at least 25 different kinds of winewee...hahasno no. i didnt get drunknor even felt highthe wine was goodin fact awesome (:

2007-04-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

day one in auzzielandthe weather's NICE (:hahas. just like 13degrees or smthwhich is like COLDhahasthis yaya-papaya arrived in auzzieland w shortshehsbut survivied the morning till i went t change t a pair of jeansnow why is it that the weather's always this cold when im here for a visitBOO!!!ohwellssending my misses t all *HUGS!anws.06april's mummy's birthday! ((:HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY& not

2007-03-28T10:09:00.000+08:00

i swear im being emo againbut yeahsi feel as though im constantly running after acceptanceam i that affected by how someone views or treats me?it stinks how i constantly act in a certain way to please a certain someoneor allow myself to behave in a certain manner so that someone would like wt im doingits like WTF!i hate myself for suchwhy cant i live a life for myself!& not for anyone else"f- all

2007-03-24T16:03:00.000+08:00

i have a serious craving for cake ):esp the caramel crepe layer cake from sunset way ):BOO!!!cake cake cake *WHINES!!!lols

2007-03-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

i am having cake cravings and bryner had to show me these 2 SUPER YUMMY LOOKING photos of his gran's durian birthday cake!!! BOO!!! all i want is a slice of super yummy cake. wee.. i have such a sweet tooth. its not good!!! cake cake cake!!! *WHINES* lols

2007-03-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

what are the qualities you want your future wife/husand to possess?it was an awfully interesting conversation that i had with a colleague yesterdaystanding from a girl's point of view & commenting on the qualities which a guy want in his future wife/girlfriend, surprisingly we had some similiar pointers (:

2007-03-18T14:22:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i last bloggeddidnt even checked other's blogs for updatesbeen a lazy girlAPOLOGIES!results are outi think i did gootbut definitely could have done betterwill work harder next yearhaving troubles deciding if i should actually quit work or noti dunwan tbut inorder for mi t do good for year3 i guess its a pre requirementwork's funwork's tiringBUT GOOD!the company i get at

2007-01-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

there's a major misunderstanding about the ritual.people who self-multilate dont do it because they enjoy the painprimarily they're in some sort of emotional pain & its a substitute for that.their brain releases beta-endorphins which trigger a kind of pseudo-euphoria.so it becomes almost habitual or addictivei internalize my paini dont express itnor solve it

2007-01-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

last field practicum sessioni miss my kids alreadySAD ):feels as though i just broke up with 25peoplea piece of me is missingall my little ones ):

2007-01-18T08:52:00.000+08:00

today's the 3rd day im heading t work3days straightm TIRED!got 3 more days t go. including today that isthink work schedule wld probably be similiar t how it is this weekgotta work my ass off this 2 weekst probably ensure that i can tk 2weeks study break off working&YAWNS!so little sleepits worse when i cant fall aslp in class&i keep waking up at wee hours of the morning even tho i jus fell

2007-01-12T20:55:00.000+08:00

--went to the centre.almost died.shall not blog bout it.although i saw some1 who i tawt was absolutely cute.hehs ((: --went for the dance floor's recording yesterdayAWESOME dancing melvin&sharon!!! ((:hehs.to start of the night was the super bad weather; it kept pouring&pouringthen was the bus which took awfully long t comethen was the traffic; there were jams which i were caught in for like 1hr&

2007-01-10T13:03:00.000+08:00

havent blogged in a veh long timeits time for me t update a lil bout thingsfirstly happy 2007 to all!hmmms.bout my hol t thailandit stinkedwas boring!dunwan t go back there anytime soonunless ure telling mi that company's gonna b greatif not,find me somewhr else t go plswork on newyear's eve was so much fun!cleaning up was tiringbut we sure had fun afterall the games & drinking ((:LOVED it ((;

2006-12-11T12:01:00.000+08:00

zouk out was awesome!!! (:lols. although i didnt have enough drinks t last me 4 and a half hoursi was high for 2hours. ONLY!. lolsohwells. i had fun (:-period-

2006-12-06T10:28:00.000+08:00

here i amback t bloggingits been awhile for sureanticipating this sat's zouk out;or rather early morning sunday's zouk outm in classw this awfully weird feeling within meso yeahslet me think...call it a sense of insecurity?call it a sense of loss?OR just call it me acting all weirdyeahs.im feeling itand it stinkssomehow i feel that this feeling only goes away when im at workdont ask me bout iti

2006-11-18T14:27:00.000+08:00

hmmms.i hate whenever i have such annonymous taggers on my bloggosh!go get a life or smthif you really wanna say something about mesay it in my faceor leave your bloody namedont be annonymous & act all high and mightydamn`f- off

2006-11-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

so yeahs. things have been a bit fake fake recentlytwiny if you read it you shld know what i mean& with things between US ):sighs. i have no idea how things will turn out after tonightseems like all is lost & gonewell. my schedule at villa seems screwedi seem to be the favourite person or shld i say targeted person to be sent home firstgood? bad?apparently bad cos there's this intention that they

2006-11-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

ive got a stalker!!!ahh!!!hahasohwellswont be blogging much till i finally manage to sit my butt down for long (not doing my assignment that is)hahas. catch me at villabali for such actionlols((:oh yes. its damn fun bumping in to people!!hehs ((:apple shots here i come!!! *dreams*LOVES!!!

2006-10-26T08:36:00.000+08:00

havent updated in foreverso here i am in ITA updating my bloghmmms. school's been tiringsomehow i wish im back at workive worked 2wice this weekmon&tuesgonna work on satmoneymoneymoney *yawnsso. yeahs. i havent been going out latelymore of the go to school, go to work, go home & sleep routinehave had UBER little sleep of lateBUT. im fine. just slightly tired ((:in fact. i look forward to the days

2006-09-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

havent blogged in foreverhmmmshave been working this entire weekim at home at 9.30pm because...im not feeling well. ohwellsbad throat. ehhs. bad throat and badthroatlols. ah huhsso yeahs.im holding 2jobs nowmorning to evening is doing yoghurt distribution at primary schools for a media company& from 6 till either 1am or 2am im at villabaliworkingwellactually, learning. hahascos im super newand

2006-08-11T20:41:00.000+08:00

today was an not so awesome daylet's start with this morningleft the house late as per normalwas expecting to reach class lateBUT was early! ahh! cant even be late on the last day. LOLSclass ended after 1hour instead of the normal 2 and a half hoursWEE... that was good STILLthen came FM testi felt that i did OKAYso that was good STILLthen was SAMknocked my hip against the doorso yesits

2006-08-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

Happy 41st Birthday Singapore! ((:Happy National Day to all others (:the fireworks display yesterday was awesomeworth all the squeezing and pushinghahas. well. scraped my kneealongside with all other bruiseshahas. careless mebut. oh wellsif you have the timego catch the fireworksit'll be on from tomorrow till saturday9pm people! ((:NOT TO BE MISSED!! (:sem's ending in one. two. daysone testtwo

2006-08-03T14:43:00.000+08:00

alcohol sedation

2006-07-30T23:48:00.001+08:00

im feeling TERRIBLEso yes. the story of why im feeling TERRIBLEsasa picked up a straywe kept it since fridayam attached t itmy family stinksi cant even keep it at home in the cage from mon-frior at least till someone adopts itwe're letting it go ))':and so yesim feeling TERRIBLEthe feeling STINKSive learnt my lessonNO MORE STRAYSnot until i can afford t grow attached t itand yes KEEP ITmy family

2006-07-30T12:59:00.000+08:00

havent updated in awhileBORING!went t work on fridaymy first day at the new job;selling walls ice cream from door t door.pay's based on how much i sellFOR EXAMPLE: i get $10 for selling $80 worth of ice creamhahas. damn little. damn tiring toothe trolley's damn heavyand in order t sell moregotta work hard to make an effort t sell t more familiesoh wellsgot lotsa assignments piling upand yes. my

2006-07-20T08:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday's happenings:modelled for a num fashion show in school ytdwas a new experience after learning about it in classes for about 2months (once a week)feelings: nervousness of cos. <- im such a scardy cat. aint so surprise i would be nervous or scared ((: *grinnsonly went for SCV for the final presentationskipped the rest of my classes (fm; lecture and tutorial, DLE tutorial)hmmms. the

2006-07-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

hmmms.slacked my entire weekendi can feel the pressureblame my laid back attitude. lolsoh wells. cant wait for this sem to be overcant wait ((:

2006-07-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

finally ive changed my blogduing my wee bit of time in classno more"non-visible" tagboards and entries*grinnsyaynesshees.its in alicia'a hated colour thosorry babeoh wellsm stuck w a moutain-ful of ASSignmentsGod bless me ):tired *yawns

2006-07-09T01:07:00.000+08:00

08july2006 - COUSIN's WEDDING AT FOURSEASON's HOTEL ((: me//me//and more me (sillieness i know *grinns)//the pretty roses w the candlepetal (reminisce)//choc (yummys) *LURRVE*entwined//chioco madness//daddy&i ((:cousins!!!//plates//toilet-silliness//sisterssillie mei mei//a-coke w beer b-beer c-white wine//the usual yum-sengs//my gorgeous cousin&her husband

2006-07-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

SERIOUSLY!f-!

2006-07-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

i got whacked my a 12 year oldfor 2bucksyes. my 12 year old male cousindamn. it suckedgot whacked damn hardthinkin backi didnt handle the damn situation well enoughit was experience gainedand lesson learntbut oh yeahit sucked11.18pm:i feel my eyes welling up with tearsbut who knows?who cares?

2006-06-23T10:51:00.000+08:00

its pouring on a friday morning!!!awfully coldbut awfully good to all the people who are still in bedas for mesitting at 46 with my laptopwhile outside pours hardand many many droplets of rain gushing in;wetting my laptop, my bag, papers and booksit AINT a good thinghahasbut oh wellsim not movingenjoying the tiny droplets of raincrazybutfun (:heesoh yesits coldthank God for my nice teal coloured

2006-06-19T14:36:00.000+08:00

so now working is wrongif i dont workmoney aint gonna fall from the skyseriously!*curses and swears*suit yourselfSERIOUSLY!& i thought you understood betterwelli guess NOT

2006-06-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

three wordsi dont understandperiodself- interpretation required*

2006-06-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

im sickfeverflucough&sore throat)):what a good way to start my holiday )):

2006-06-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

overwhelmed by the amount of things i have to doi just want to break down and cry

2006-05-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

feeling terrible at this point of timestressedheadachedumb thing in my mouth is causing ulcerscant eat without feeling some paindamn! its killing mei have lesson plans to finishi want to finish them by tonightbut NO!im feeling terribleso NO!im not doing my lesson planswell.me and my excuseswhat nonsense*sighs

2006-05-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

things are different nowit's just aint the same

2006-05-20T19:42:00.000+08:00

Girl Next DoorSmall town home coming queenShe's the star in this sceneThere's no way to deny she's lovelyPerfect skin, perfect hairPerfumed hearts everywhereTell myself that inside she's uglyMaybe im just jealousI cant help but hate hairSecretly i wonder if my boyfriend wants to date herShe is the prom queen I'm in the marching bandShe is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the standsShe gets the top

2006-05-17T17:25:00.000+08:00

n u l l

2006-05-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

seems like so many people around me know youthis stinksstinksstankstunk<-- though i think a couple of these words dont really exist*am i simply just jealous of you?why should i be?

2006-05-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

updating my blog ((:11.05.2006 x.thursday.xtwiinmy sweetest piece of candietwinn's housefar east chicken ricethe un-bought mi:3 tickets at lidomac cafeiced passion black teatwiin's baby143 home12.05.2006 x. friday.xmy sweetest piece of candie51 to bugismilkiesv8 cafe - chicken baked rice- sickbugisbugis villagecabmother's day dinner - the penang placehome

2006-04-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

okaysim updatingcos stupid zhiquan's complaining cos i told him t update his blog when last entry is more backdated than his. humphh! im updating!hahasoh wellsstayed at home almost for the entire day todaytill i finally went out w my mummshopped at zaraburnt a hole in my pocket after buying two pairs of shortsthank God my pay's coming in at 12.00AM 01may2006! *yayslols.okays. i think staying at

2006-04-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

my biggest thanks to ALL the people who made my birthday AWESOME! ((:thanks for all the pretty gifts ((:ALL of you really made my eiighteen birthday really specialthankyouu (:today's the start of a brand new sembrand new yeargosh i tell younp sure is crowdedoverly crowdedpacked w freshies!well. only had one hour of agneswell. she nagged for an hrrepeating what she had t saydespite everything

2006-04-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

thankyouu all that made my birthday special ((:thankyouu all for those sweet birthday wishesthankyouu all for making me feel special & needed & wanted in this world ((:thankyouu all that made my day ((:*update tomorrow* ((:

2006-04-10T16:07:00.000+08:00

i dont care if no one understandsif youu've got nth better t saykeep it t yourself!leave me alone!i dont need no buggersbuzzing round my earsi am who ii amstop wanting to change meim not changingim living my life the way it ismy life aint easyaint easy at allleave me some spacesome space to breathe

2006-04-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

mumm's haagen dazs cake; mac nut *yumm yumms!//meimei & i's present to mumm (although its not that clear =x)//mummy!!! (://singing the happy birthday song in process

2006-03-31T14:27:00.000+08:00

so many things i wan t sayso many things i wan t blogbut yeahs. i cantdont know if i shlddont know if i cldsighsmy life is all mixed upall f-ed upim gonna work work workwork will help me kill timework's goodthe people at work are goodwork work work and more work

2006-03-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

its 4.45pm in the afternoonin 15minutes time im off t work againoh wells. it'll be at least another 8hours before i reach home againat about 1plus 2am in the morningtired!!!am not quitting hd anymoreguess i'll hold 2jobsand i'll go back t work at hd whenever trapizza doesnt put me down t workit'll be tiringbut i guess it'll be worth the funand the income that i'll get at the end of it allsave

2006-03-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

i havent been at home at this hour of the night in like forevertonight's my OFF from hd.finally a night off from workbut will be working from tues-friday 6-closesat and sunday 2-closelong long hours of standingwill be quitting after thatchanging job to something which pays me higherhavent heard any confirmation from that guy yetso i guess if by latest friday if i dont hear anything i'll continue

2006-03-24T12:54:00.000+08:00

exam results are out!!!i was damn scared ytd night about how many modules i would have to retakebut thank God. i passed all my modules! yays!in fact. i did better than i expected (:gpa was better than last semester too! (:*grinsim happy happy happy!!!smiling reallie widegrinning from ear to ear!!! (:hees.hmmms.m reallie happy for all the ppl who did wellor at least passed all the modules! (: *

2006-03-22T22:47:00.001+08:00

tiredness is acting infeeling all tired and weared outwork's from 6-12 tomorrow6-1 on fri and sat6-12 on sunday*yawnslong hours standinglots of hours cleaning up the shopahh!!!next week will be the last of all thisand i finally get a change of environmentdesire

2006-03-22T22:47:00.000+08:00

2006-03-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

workworkwork& more work!hmmms.cant wait till i change jobsthe current oneto a better paying onea more fun one hopefullyless tiringahh!!!

2006-03-15T08:18:00.000+08:00

x yannsanother one of those boring daysim sitting in my mumm's officesuppose to be updating some recordsbut ahh!!!boredom reigns.thinking bout sitting at his place till 0100pm jus simply killsthink im gonna leave at 12pmsave me an hour of boredomand useless stoninghmmms.shall. continue later [08.18am]

2006-03-10T20:44:00.000+08:00

x yannsahh!!!ive been home on a friday since 0500pm!!!im so so so so bored!i have no idea t sit or sleep or do whateverahh!!!this is so boring!damn`if only i was working or smthdamnn ace`arghs.oh wells...dying from boredomsomebody save me!!!

2006-03-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

x yannslooking forward when you go t thailand and give my ears some peaceits killing me larh!all the constant naggingi bet if we dont have to sleepyouu'll be nagging at me 24/7!!!ahh!!!!damnn`is home getting noisy or what?!!!

2006-03-05T10:17:00.000+08:00

x yannsits a sunday & i have my butt at home instead of churchtsk tsk. shame on mewell. sis and i woke up late& you know. she takes like a flash t get ready& i take an hour!and so yes. she rushed off t church leaving me at home feeling awfully ashamed of myself!considering that ted's IN service when he normally only turns up AFTER service.tsk tsk. shameful!!! ahh!!!well. starting work

2006-03-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

x yannsexams are finally over!the last paper was yesterdaythank God for lecturers like Phillip!woohoos...his paper was a breeze!!! (:*weees...am gonna play this entire week and am gonna start working my butt of starting next weekpeople! if you guys have nth better t do!go hv and look for me!sit in the placeand stone w me!!!hahas*thinks bout the long hours& the money*hahas. i sound like some

2006-03-01T06:04:00.000+08:00

x yannslast paper's later today at two pmam awfully psyched that the exams are finally going to be overyet at the same time awfully worried that i wont do well; even worse, fail a couple of modules and having t re-take them next year!damnn this sucksam suppose to be studyinghowever, i cant concentrateand have a wandering mind;thinking about the 1001 things which have happenedand maybe about t

2006-02-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

i love this picture for the simple fact im face-lessthe black and whitethe busy surroundings that seem to stopafraid; i run from the emotions withinretail therapy's seriously helping me cope with the stress that's with the upcoming examsthanks babe for the lovely time we had on friday and today (:you seriously brighten up my day. loveya!my headache's are coming back in cyclesits seriously

2006-02-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

x yannsi bruise easilyso please be gentle with memy head hurtsmy eyes hurtmy heart hurtsmy hand hurtsmy arm hurtsiim hurting

2006-01-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

x yannsi had so much fun at work todaythe 5hours passed awfully fast (:its one of the rare days i enjoy the company i have at workthe buzzand the rushtoday,the slow paced lifewasnt that appealingsorry to xavier who cut his handnot the irritating xavierthe kitchen xavier!he's super slow you gotta admit (its his first few times in the kitchen) =xbecause he was too slowthe customers had to wait

2006-01-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

x yannsi cant believe how much she still actually bothers mei am such a saddist =xwell.cny is here.so happy cny to everyone out thereand happy hols to ppl like my dearest sya! lolsASSignments are piling upand yeahhs.cant take it anymorecant breathe!everything seems t b going wrongi dont know what thingsbut just simply everythingwell. at least everything within*sighssave me from the loser im

2006-01-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

x yanns :: lost withinyouu know what? i have no idea what i wanti dont understand myselfi dont understand youui dont understand anyonemaybe its time i step outta EVERYONE's way!severe depression symptoms heading my waykiller tea allergies!please be very gentle with meam broken am bruisedserious mending required

2006-01-22T12:56:00.000+08:00

ive become comfortably numb.all the unending amounts of assignmentsall the sleepless nightsam so tired!!!i look like the world's largest pandaor at least. close!hahas. oh wellsim glad that the two busy weeks are finally toning downbut... there's still tons left to be donecoffee coffee coffee!!!its tea tea tea actuallytoo much caffine!im breaking out with rashes!hahas. iitchin all overam waiting

2006-01-18T02:24:00.000+08:00

im blogging at this hour. and this simply means this is what i nid!!! --->>> a tall venti hazelnut latte would b t die for at this hour!!! ahh!!! okays. fp's running record's killing all my brain cells and so is this dumb ppcm quiz in a lil over 6 and a half hours. lets see how long i can stay awake without falling aslp; considering that i almost did at 01.59 AM. hahas. ahh!! STARBUCKS! *craves

2006-01-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

ii am feeling... (:*un-spoken words*non expressable by wordsbut...im fine!handling the huge amountsof emotional stressthe pressure i have on myself is immensely painfulbut yupps.am fine ((:

2006-01-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

guess its tym for me t keep everything t myselffor everything i say or dois wrong and not gd enoughin everyone's eyesone day i'll learnt rely on myselfand t talk t myselfand cry t myselfand make friends with myselfand be by myselffor i bring nth but misery and paint everyone elsei shld jus keep my misery and paint myselfwhy make every suffer with me?!selfish bitchiinsiigniifiicantly me

2006-01-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

*un-spoken* wordsthere's so much within me i wanna spillbut there's no one around for me to talk tono one onlineeveryone's jus so busyoh well. ech is jus a super busy course!am looking forward to going shopping w the babes tmlhope it takes all this shit awaycant tym jus pass faster and the night become "older"for the many *un-spoken* words within;i weep

2006-01-02T18:03:00.000+08:00

*un-spoken words*cos its all felt withinim feeling fine (:just fine (:happy new year t all! (:

2005-12-14T00:14:00.000+08:00

somehow i dont feel that significant to anyone at alli kinda feel all alone nownot that i dont know you love me dear *huggsbut in all other aspects where my friends are concernednopes.sorry all. but yeahhsi guess ALONE is badbut yeahhs*brave front* ALONE aint that bad. i'll handle itim sure! (:tanning alone tmllistening t musicreading a booki guess it'll b fun for me t spend some time w myselfor

2005-12-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

wanna blog3blog all these unwanted feelings awayam achy all over from working a 13hrs shift on satand from walkin 10km on sundayand walking from t car t all the places that im supose t go!sighs. walk3!healthy. but too much in a mere 48hrs.just thinking back of less than a week agoi saw her. waved backbut she just turned away and yeahhs. pretended not t seedamn!i felt lostive lost you as a

2005-12-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

carl's juniorsuper yumms!had the famour starmy next aimthe portbella mushroom burger!the fried zucchini was awesome toonot forgetting the salsaand the fresh salsayumms yummsoh yes. not forgetting the super refillable beverage barhahas.another thinggo with a super empty stomach!hahaseven if you dont get ur stomach full with the burger and friesyou'll be full on the drinks. all that gas in the

2005-11-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

wounded by battle scarshahasscarred by a star*

2005-11-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

*un-spoken words*i feel the words withinbut dont feel likespeakingnortypingnortellingcuts, burns and bruiseshow careless can i getwork's 10am-11pm next weekhope to get my pay soonpocket's starting t burn

2005-11-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

when everyone leavesi'll walk alonefor everyday i learn how twalk alonewith strenghand determinationof one-self;myself

2005-11-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

2quarrels within a period of slightly over a weekim afraid t cryand i guess even if i doi wont infront of youputting up a bravefront's what you want me t do rite?or at least i guess that's what you want me t dowell. im awfully envious of el and qiiall that lovey emoitonshappy for the both of you.sorry that i cant give youassurances norexpress more lovenor act normali just dont feel all that

2005-11-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

saw so many people today that i dont normally seeahh!!!hmmms.namely. spencerpatrick (:hahas.spencer looked so differenti couldnt recognize at allhmmmspatricklooked different too.lols. with that gold hair and allhahasah beng ah! lols (: *grinsjoking2. heesi saw so many people todaybut where's everyone else?like xuan, min, qiiahh!!! where are you?oh yes. those poly girls are annoying the shit outta

2005-11-16T18:09:00.000+08:00

okays. im here t update my bloggcos my dearest qiii asked me tif not she'll say i dont want her and hate me again ):okays.1st thing's 1stschool`awfully terrible timetableawfully long hrsawfully unbearableawfully bad!simply awful!oh wells.okays. nextfamilymy sis from australia's back (:she'll b back till end of febfor a long2 timewee... heesbeen meeting up w her and my mei2 t have mosor just go

2005-10-06T11:19:00.000+08:00

CURRENT SEMESTER CREDIT UNITS OBTAINED : 23.5000CURRENT SEMESTER GRADE POINT AVERAGE : 2.8953 CHILD DEVELOPMENT 1.13.50B CHILD DEVELOPMENT 1.22.00C+ CURRICULUM STUDIES 1.13.50C+ FIELD PRACTICUM 1.13.00B+ IT & APPLICATIONS 14.00B SPEECH TRAINING (BASIC)3.00B+ SPORTS AND WELLNESS2.00PX STUDY SKILLS2.50C aint that good afterall. no A(s) no AD(s). badd badd. oh wells. jus hoping i dont